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Uninteresting Friday

2006-01-13T19:27:00.000+08:00

Dah dua hari ni aku malas nak melawa... lipgloss pun tak pakai hehehe... Tak kuasa. No mood nak melawa. Niari lagi teruk, pakai selipar rose aje yang aku beli kat X:odus tu hari... fingers crossed jangan kena tangkap sua hahaha...

Had KFC... asked for one cripsy and one original... the crispy one tak crispy langsung!!! Ayam semalam agak nyer... tak kuasa ah nak complain... nasib baik I asked to replace coleslaw with cheese fries, so boleh lah makan lebih... Dah lah gitu, makan berkecah! Chilli sauce kena sikitttt pat tudung... then a slob of whipped potato right on the end of my sleeve??? Nasib baik tak kena my fabricated DKNY watch!!! Kalau tidak boleh nangis!!!!!! Ishk... tak senonoh betul D... tu ah lapar sangat kot... hahahaha...

Humph~ Tergendala sekejap. Total madness here just now. Typical of evenings, especially Fridays after 5pm, all users will be rushing and calling the service desk nonstop. Have a break guys!! It's Friday for goodness sake!!!!!!! Boleh pengsan aku...

Ok I'm ciao-ing for good. Gonna spend the weekend packing my stuff for trip next week. Can't wait for that break. Yipeeeeeeeee!!!

Eh. Hmm. Ada wedding lah tomorrow. I'm so NOT going!!! So sian of attending weddings!!!

7 more days to N day!!!

2006-01-12T11:44:00.000+08:00

Yes it's not National Day hahaha... but rather when N will be arriving!!!

Oh boy, I can't wait to see him... it's been ages!!!

Charming SalM

2006-01-12T11:39:00.000+08:00

Adumakkkk charming nyerrrrr salm niari... cairrrrrrrrrrr... hehehehe

Dia pakai sweatshirt lengan panjang hitam over offwhite shirt lengan panjang with seluar kaler kelabu muda arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh charming nyerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr he's looking all gooooooooooooooooody gooooooooooooooooooood!!!

I smsed to J immediately telling her how good looking he is and that I'm melting and she replied "Go melt go. Go melt into his arms." Hehehehe and moi irritated her further by replying "I also want... How nice to feel his warmth..." MUAHKHAKHAKHAKHAKHAKHA and she didn't reply... I know her too well, she must've been irritated and dah tak sanggup nak layan kerenah aku hahahahahaha...

Next she smsed me that one of the big bosses there who is looking good - the one which she described as the half good looking coz apparently he only looks good on the upper part of his face hehehehe... But not to mention how well he dresses everyday... So I replied to her "Go jump go" hehehehe terus dia tak reply... confirm dah sanggup nak layan aku lagi hahahaha...

Oh boy it is sure sooooo darn cold... it's been raining and raining and raining... I pray that it doesn't rain when N comes next week... I'm wearing 2 layers of clothes pun sejukkkk... I need a winter jacket and gloves and socks!!! Hehehe...

And poor my kitty cats kat bawah tu... all cold and wet :( Allah will take care of them...

A Tribute To Xiaomei

2006-01-02T19:27:00.000+08:00

Death happens to all immortals. From Him you come from, and to Him you return to.

Utter sadness filled me in when I received the news from a stranger that Xiaomei had died... The feeling is indescribable. Xiaomei, like all other cats, be it mine or a stray, has become part of my life.

Xiaomei was a gorgeous white and black cat who was the most good looking male cat around. His face was so sweet that he was named Xiaomei, and not Xiaoti. Xiaomei had been a very timid cat, he feared noises, humans, and some cats too. Eversince he came back from a surgery, he was even scared whenever I try to touch him, maybe becoz he feared that humans 'cut him open' hehe :)

Xiaomei hangs around at the carpark infront of my blk when made his way somewhere else when Comot moved into the area and dominated it. Xiaomei was the boyfriend of stray Clementine before this (and I reckon he got her pregnant, but my cat volunteer sent her for sterilization). I didn't see Xiaomei for some weeks, until Susan called me when she found him, and he had difficulties breathing and wouldn't eat much. We then sent him to the hospital, afterwhich it was found out that he might got hit by a vehicle, that his internals were badly shaken. His lungs kinda got dislocated and it affected his breathing channel, hence the breathing problem. The vet adviced that either we go for a surgery which will cost $400 or that Xiaomei will die soon. Peggy, Susan, Thevan and myself then shared $100 each to save his life. After the surgery, Peggy nursed Xiaomei at home for a week before he was out again.
This time Xiaomei changed his hangout location... that is between my blk and 403. I would feed Xiaomei every night then, whenever he saw me, he would run to me... then I would hid him to a corner where no cats are around so that he could eat comfortably... despite that, he was always on a lookout for every bite that he ate.

On Friday, 30th Dec, Xiaomei was limping on his right leg... but he looked bright as usual. Panicked though, I called Peggy to take a look at him... which Peggy did the day after and said that it could just be temporary, coz cats do get that sometimes when they got involved in fights.

So I fed him as usual... Fed him on Monday night around 8+pm, he was at the dumping house outside with Blackie and he ate... he was still eating when I came close to him and he ran away... to pee... I brought over the plastic of his leftovers but he didn't wanna eat anymore...

At 1+am, I woke up to go to the toilet... as I came out from the toilet, I looked down to the void deck at the blk behind, and saw a group of people gathered under the blk... there were some few kids... the first thing that came to my mind was - could it be that a cat was abused? But that couldn't be coz I saw like a whole family was there... adults and kids, so probably they could be playing with a cat.

I made my usual rounds on Tuesday the 2nd, when I could not locate Xiaomei. I drove around the carpark for like 4-5 times but could not see him. So then I decided to park the car and look for him under the cars. As I made my way out, then there was Mr Noisy who ran to me for food, so I went back to my car and fed him there. Then an Indian man approached me and told me that a black and white cat died. I was like ??? which cat??? He mentioned it was the limping cat. My heart shattered. I cried right infront of him... a stranger. I couldn't take it. He said that he was hit by a car at 1+am and the driver drove away... was a hit an run case. Then another car almost hit him but a woman managed to stop the driver... and she quickly took Xiaomei under the blk and herself and the Indian man tried to call SPCA desperately for help. They got through to them shortly after, but Xiaomei did not make it when SPCA arrived 10 mins later...

The whole night I cried, was so sad and memories of Xiaomei lingers on my mind... How on earth could a car move so fast in a carpark?!?! How could the driver be so heartless and bang on Xiaomei and drove away just like that?!?! I believe in retribution... what comes around, goes around... I grieved a lot becoz I accept the fact that he has to go... but not in such a painful way...

2 days after, there was yet another accident happened at the carpark, a car was being hit by a small lorry. See? I just don't understand how can you get involved in accidents in carpark when you are supposed to drive your vehicles slowly???

To Xiaomei with love...
You are the sweetest cat and a great one. You definitely don't deserve such a painful death... But I know you are up there in heaven. I love you always.

21 more days before I get to see N! Yabedabedoooooooooo!!!

2005-12-30T18:51:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

2005-12-30T18:30:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year to all!!!

Niari relax abis seh... tarak calls sangat... sampai aku tak tau apa nak buat...

Will be going over to G2000 to do some shirt shopping for N... $19 for wrinkled-free long sleeved shirts? Isn't that a good bargain or what??

Had an overdose of baby cham aka sparkling juice... it's making me drunk... hahahaha...

Have no plans for the long weekend... Probably to Little India to bring around a Swed and a S'porean tourists hahaha... Depends if Shikin and Tommy are gonna make it. Otherwise nothing. Eh wait. I think my mom did mention dia nak pegi amik nasi beriyani pat Arab St??

Sunday hmm... nothing except my morning religious class... hope to relax over the weekend... a long one indeed, YES!!! And a date with N at night when he comes back from his neighbourhood NY party...

Monday... Siti asked me out for lunch... Will need to check with mom if she has any plans or not but otherwise, I'll be more than happy to hang out with her.

My new year's resolution???

Hmmm... hmmm??

Nothing? Hahaha...

Lose weight!!!

Yes!

How? I dunno??? I'm not exercising for sure!

Haha!

Enjoy your holidays!!!

Hello AZARE

2005-12-30T18:25:00.000+08:00

Hah! Congratulations Azare! You've made it here! You went through gazillions of blogs but yet you found my realm! Hahaha!

Enjoy reading my celotehs and merapekness :)

Ngantuk nyer...

2005-12-28T14:10:00.000+08:00

Tak ley handle mata niari. Slept at 3.40am last night or rather this morning. Abis ler plan aku nak naik MRT to work today. I was already getting ready to go to bed by 11.30am then there were many nice shows on TV. Maklum lah, baru dapat cute tv baru pat bilik hehehe... Tengok punyer tengok sampai kul 2.45am, by which N pun dah balik. So call dia lah ngobrol sekejap. Hehe...

Hmm niari salm dah tarak... dia dah balik negeri dia seminggu... ni lah yang buat aku malas nak gi keje... tak de semangat... hehehe...

Nak gi lunch pun malas... boleh gitu? My colleague gave me Delifrance chicken fruilelle... eh whatever lah aku tak tau spell hehehehe...

But I shall just go... semalam aku tak turun... rugi 1 jam you... hehehehe...

Welcome back D!

2005-12-23T18:50:00.000+08:00

Ahh... am back to my realm... Gosh, so many things happen within these months when I stopped blogging. But life's good for now. I'm happy now. For this point of time it is :)

Essentially after going through these months, I am cool abt being single. I like the freedom for now. I love my job, and I love the people here especially pengurus ku muahkahkhakhakhakha... Yeah, am happy. I just feel like there's so much more to explore in life before I settle down... in which I obviously don't have the right man for myself yet (yeah N, but nothing's gonna happen sadly), and I seriously don't have that kind of money for a nice wedding and all the stuff. Erks. Am so not ready. Tapi kalau dah jodoh, apa salah nyer kan? Hahaha... But yeah... am contented for now :)

Can't wait to feast & *$&#$# users

2005-09-16T12:26:00.000+08:00

Suddenly I have thousand and one things that I crave for, tom yam noodles lah, waffles and ice-cream from Gelare lah, seafood platter lah, fresh oysters lah... but definitely my crave for seafood platter will be granted coz I'll be meeting the ladies for dinner after work tonight. But waffles and ice-cream??? ARGHHHH!!! Maybe that's gonna be my lunch. But I'd always eat savoury food when I'm hungry, kalau makan benda manis-manis ni tak load gitu. Hmmm...

What the hell ni all the users today?!?! Sekor sekor mcm %$*&%$*(&#(&# damn it! I don't give face too to these a$$h0es man. It's Friday for goodness sake, so loosen up!!! Sume step siak. Sialanz.

Retail Theraphy

2005-09-15T19:05:00.000+08:00

Good old retail theraphy. That's what D has been doing (or should I say, I have been doing that all along!!! Hahahaha!)

Thanks to the Esprit outlet in PS that I've invested a lot in it. Apparently they now cater for bigger sizes for big girls like me *haha* so I can't help it! Arghhhh!!! And Marks & Spencer... sigh... I'm eyeing on this beautiful spiffy pants which costs $120... I took it in hand actually... but put it back on the rail... phew. But then again the 2 items I bought from Esprit today was slightly over than $120 hahaha... but 2 items beat than 1 hahaha excuses.

That makes a toll of 5 new clothes from Esprit for these 2 weeks! Ok enough is enough. No more D, no more.

Alrighty, I gotta ciao from this place.

It's been a long while...

2005-09-15T18:56:00.000+08:00

It's been a long while since I've updated my blog.

Very tied up with things lately... and am extremely exhausted. My skin's turning bad. Didn't go for my routine facials for a month or so already! Sigh...

Been painting and cleaning up my room for the past 3 weeks... thank goodness it's all over and done with.

I now long for a holiday... but I know I can't afford to do so... no leave to grant me for that. Must die die work for the next 4 months... I hope I can be converted to a perm after that... if they offer to renew my contract, I'll have to tell them that I need 2 weeks break (which means no pay) to have a holiday... either ways is preferred rather than them saying ok that's it D, goodbye. ARGHHHH! NO!!!

What I really need, desperately need is a good good rest and relax... but too much going on at home though... sigh...

Matt Baby

2005-08-10T15:03:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps, I've created a separate blog for baby Matt :

http://mattbaby.blogspot.com/

Hope to post some pics up!

Aku penat giler seh jadi mak orang eh salah kucing... hahaha... Dah lah gitu mak aku membebel pulak cakap aku tambahkan keje dia now that she needs to bottlefeed Matt when I'm away for work... sigh... Boleh amik maternity leave tak??? Hahaha...

Salm tak masuk niari... nasib baik aku tak buat apple crumble... kalau tidak wasted. Monday jer lah... hehe...

The Astrology Matchmaker - I'M ALL EXCITED ABT THIS!!!

2005-08-08T17:37:00.000+08:00

Took this test earlier from here
http://web.tickle.com/tests/standard/astrology_matchmaker.jsp?test=astrology_matchmaker
and am getting all excited. WHAT CAN I SAY? SALM IS THE PERFECT MATCH FOR ME INDEED COZ HE'S A LIBRAN!!! HAHAHAHA

This test requires me to input all my tastes and preferences for a man... before the result generates which sign matches me the most, and WALAAAAH IT'S LIBRAN AKA SALM! WOOOOHOOOOO!!! And all descriptions fits in the bill perfectly!!!

He's the one for me ;)

The Astrology Matchmaker

Your stars are sending you straight into the arms of a LIBRA. Your man is one polished, elegant individual! As a Libra, beauty and romance are essential in his life. He prizes beauty in others (i.e., YOU), and the stars predict that he's quite a piece of eye-candy himself. But beware — don't let his concern for physical appearance mislead you into thinking that he's judgmental or superficial. A passion for balance and order makes his symbol "the scales." You probably find comfort in his diplomacy and craving for harmony. You're lucky, because as an air sign he's a great communicator and is, therefore, quite relationship-savvy. He has an easygoing and optimistic personality, but can be narcissistic at times. As a Libra, he's all about sophistication, and you love him for his unmatched charm.

How to get him:

You lucked out — the Libra man is the ideal candidate for a relationship. He is in touch with his sensitive side and knows how to relate to a woman. Charming and elegant, he's looking for the perfect love match. Your Libra craves balance, so he'll do anything to create a harmonious, peaceful environment. He's quite skilled in the bedroom, so it's best to impress him with your sensual knowledge. Known as "the jewel of the zodiac," the Libra man likes to be admired. Although he can talk about almost anything, if the conversation runs dry, just compliment him and don't fret any longer. Libras are also impressed with luxury, so whenever possible, throw in the first-class treatment. With a Libra, too much is still not enough — so go all out and he'll be yours!

I'm getting a baby kitty!!!

2005-08-07T17:58:00.000+08:00

Hey folks,

I'm getting a cute furry 2 weeks old baby kitty. Someone left the poor kitty at my regular-patronised pet shop and the poor chap is meowing despite they feed him with milk. He needs warmth from his mom... So MOI IS ADOPTING HIM YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

My mom agreed to it as she pities the kitty too when she heard his story. He couldn't walk still and eyes barely opened. His fur is kinda long, white in colour and has grey fur on its tail and ears. And I am naming him MATT!!! Hehehe...

Now I can call Honeypie Matt, Darling Matt as much as I want... ;)

I bottlefed him on Sunday and I almost cried in joy. He's darn cute. He holds his bottle and his paws trying to massage his mommy :( Kesian. But the feeling of being a mom is so great. So now I can understand the great feeling of a mom... sedangkan anak kucing aku dah gembira, apa kan lagi anak sendiri hehehe ;)

I'm getting my new baby on Tuesday ;)

Maurice

2005-08-05T16:20:00.000+08:00

Drool FD droooooooooooooooooooooool...

http://www.bravotv.com/Manhunt/The_Models/Maurice/

Yes it's Friday!!!

2005-08-05T14:54:00.000+08:00

Aku rasa satu hari aku gaduh jugak seh dengan ini pompuan Jepang duk depan aku. Attitude macam sial. Niari aku kena lagi siak. Aku nyer TL sms aku cakap dorang will be coming back late for lunch and since aku terkena shift dengan dia, out of courtesy, I told her that they will be back late and she answered "WHY?" dengan suara dia yang garang tak menentu. I was like "huh??" and she asked "DID THEY SAY WHY ARE THEY COMING BACK LATE?" Eh pompuan, yang kau nak soal aku garang ni apasal??? Kau tak puas hati, kau gi tepon dorang ah, tanya apasal lambat? Mak ah, aku cuma bilang out of courtesy tapi kena balik?!?! She has a real attitude problem sia... kalau dia naik pangkat jadi TL ke apa ke, aku resign on the spot!!!

I couldn't wake up today... feeling real groggy, I need more sleep. The night before I slept at 3am, so naturally I need more sleep to pay back the loss. I desperately need a Saturday where I can sleep till noon. But my mom dah book besok nak gi S'pore Expo pagi-pagi for 3 expos going on there... Thai Expo lah Indon Expo lah and John Little Warehouse sale. Ni confirm parah nyer. Shop till I drop laaaa...

For once... I need a peaceful Saturday off to sleep please... sigh...

Hisham called me yesterday... ok members... you can forget abt him being my Mr Perfect, instantly I find no chemistry while we were talking on the phone. He was talking and talking and talking abt his Cisco job and making weird but supposed to be funny jokes... I didn't even have a chance to talk abt myself except for when he asked me things. Topics talked abt are not mentally stimulating me. Forget it folks ;) But I'm meeting up with him next week though. Jumpa jer lah eh. As friend ok ah. Thank goodness J called me so I told him it was my mom's call. Ah my saviour!!! Talked to J till almost 1am... and I immediately went to sleep.

Just came back from lunch, went to OG they are having 20% storewide sale haha... Yipeeeeeee!!! I finally got my Elle shoes size 9 in black!!! Satu Singapore aku carik tak de. But it costs more than Metro, what the heck. Got that pair and a blouse cum jacket. Weeeee! Tengah jalan-jalan, received sms from Metro, they are also having 20% storewide sale on the weekend. Yeah right, bila aku tunggu, tak timbul, bila aku dah beli aku nyer stock sume baru kau timbul. Sigh.

I was 10 mins late from lunch hahahaha...

Gerrrrrrrammmm

2005-08-04T18:33:00.000+08:00

Masuk jer si india ni dah buat cerita. Belit as usual. Semalam dah lah tepon the helpdesk last minute then tak bilang aku what was the real problem. Then aleh-aleh niari aku kena chase. Eh hello, aku tak administer kau nyer request lah aku tukang angkat telepon aje!!! Pastu pandai pulak bilang dengan kau nyer superior. Superior dia, PY, ni is a sal. Tall, dark looking tapi perangai macam siak. Dia telepon aku direct and even told me that he will write to salm to complain. Sialan. Dia suruh aku sort things out. Sial lah lu!!! Mampos lah kau kena strike lightning ke apa ke!!! Bingit siak. For a while kecoh sekejap aku conference sana sini, at last my colleague MS went to his desk and sorted out. Concluded that there's nothing that we can do from the desktop perspective, it's more of the application itself. But definitely for sure si setan PY mesti dah antar complain kat salm. Aku bilang dengan TL aku to notify him and told me so long we did what we can do then it's enough. Rupa nyer si PY ni "popular", as in, he's known for the pain in the a$$ user!!! Aku nak tengok kan aje kalau salm approach me ke tidak when he's back from negeri belit tu.

And as usual all along the way, aku macam kena sumpah gitu - all calls from bangsa belit. Sigh.

Lunchtime aku keluar dengan colleague FI kat Delifrance then he met one of the consultants here, H, he's a Brit Sikh who's now located in Tokyo. Had interesting conversation and heard how's life like in Tokyo. Boleh tahan jugak orang-orang Jepang ni eh. Ishk tak payah laaa gi sana (tapi aku nak gi Hokkaido LOL). Ntah macam mana lak boleh terkeluar pasal the dating scene there. FI is interested to work there and H asked if he's married and member macam tersipu-sipu admitted yes he's married... hahaha... actually aku dah tau dia dah kahwin dah... Yang best part nyer tu si FI cakap pat S'pore, all the local girls now go for angmohs MUAHKAHKAHKAHAHA terkena laaaa batang hidung aku... aku sengih jer... But pls eh aku sekarang cuma go for salm aje... no one else... hahahaha... Further to that FI cakap the women here thinks that the locals are losers??? Deyyyy pls lahhh toooo much...

H defended (haha) and said that it's not abt the nationality, basically what women want is the confidence and the chemistry bonded. They also like to learn things from different perspective. Haaaaa pandaiiiiii kau... aku agree seratus peratus... I mean seriously, what I want in a man is how well we can communicate, how comfortable I am with him, and he has to be confident, a man of wisdom, charm and wit. Cedebaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah wahahahahaha...

Then I asked H, how in turn should a girl a approach a guy if she's interested in him? He said that normally girls don't do the first move but it should suffice by giving signals to the guy and the guy would do the rest. Hmmm apa signal aku nak "sound" pat salm nih... hahahaha...

K fingers crossed lagi 3 min lagi ada call sua, aku nak jumpa CW after work.

Oh yes they were talking abt having dinner on Monday evening. Finally, ada jugak outing. I'm desperate for a social outing! Too bad salm won't be there :(

FD, yeaps... Maurice is still vivid in my mind... Fuuuuuuh power solid sexy giler!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But I liked Matt in the manhunt but that young 19 year old chap siang-siang dah kena kicked out. What can I say... I have this 'thang' for Matts and those born in 67... muahkahkhakah...

Ciao!

Today macam ($#($#

2005-08-03T19:38:00.000+08:00

Today has been ($*#($#*(, difficult users and difficult problems!

BINGIT!!!

The only consolation I had earlier was having lunch alone at Swensens. Yeap you can call having lunch alone at a restaurant as 'consolation' indeed. Yeah right.

I hope tomorrow's a better day...

I'm still here in the office and ciao-ing. No mood to take MRT ah. Naik cab sua balik.

Lancome Mascara

2005-08-02T17:11:00.000+08:00

During my retail theraphy session alone last Friday, one item of which I indulged in was Lancome's Flex mascara, the original plan was to get Hypnose mascara which I was very impressed with the tester tube I got. There were like 4 different types of mascara so I asked the salesgirl to differentiate between them... Flex is more for those who already has long eyelashes, it will help to lengthen and curl the lashes. Hypnose is to add futher volume. I chose Flex instead coz I thought I wanna have a different feel and walaaaaaaaah, it works wonders! So happy with my lashes now! It looks longer, and lighter! I swear on this one!

Ladies, if you are interested, each Lancome's mascara costs $40.

Gila me

2005-08-02T11:19:00.000+08:00

I couldn't sleep last night... Managed to sleep only at 3am. Sigh...

K well here goes, the crazy me connected to the internet and began to go to google search and entered in salm's name MUAHKAHKAHKAHA... gila kan. And I found an old webbie of his... all abt computing, security stuff and his rold version of his resume! Hahaha now I know his birthdate... 27/9/67... 1967?!?! What's up with me fancying men born in 67?!?!? Seems like I have this "thang" for these "old men" (they are 13 years older than me!) MUAHKHAKHAKHAKHA... Nic was born in that year also!!! Haha!

That makes him a Libran.

Emailed to J telling her that and she replied that I am crazy indeed and she wrote me this "go go go bake a cake for his bday. remember to give a bday pressie that is filled with kisses" LOOOOOL lepak ini pompuan... Of course I'll bake something... unfortunately his bday falls on a Tuesday so I'll bring on Monday instead... lagipun tak kan nak obvious kan... hahahaha... And anyways he could take a day off probably ;) I was asking J back, how do I add in my kisses?!?!? Hahahaha Let's wait for her reply... hahaha...

Sigh no motivation laaaaa dia tak de pat office...

How many tudungs do I have? Good question there...

2005-08-01T19:04:00.000+08:00

My colleague, M (not salm LOL), posted me this interesting question. "D, how many scarves do you have?" I was like "Errr... countless??? I don't know myself!" Hahahaha... M was laughing. "Each time I see you, you're sure to wear a different scarf everyday!" LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL Then they were making fun abt Darth Vader and what not.

Toad asked me the same question too last Friday when we met. The same answer was given, countless. Hahaha...

But errr yeah I have to admit, so far I've been wearing different clothes and tudungs eversince I'm in BC, only this week I'm recycling them. Actually I do have other new clothes and tudungs to wear but buat apa nak lawa-lawa kalau salm tak de pat office ni?!?!?! MUAKAHKAHKAHKAHAHA... I'll wear new set of clothes from 10th onwards ;)

Alhamdulillah, thanks to Allah for the lovely Monday I was blessed with!

Ciao!

Fra la la la laaaa (tak tau apa title nak letak)

2005-08-01T16:29:00.000+08:00

Ishk liat betul nak bangun niari. Biasa lah Monday blues. Oleh kerana aku liat nak bangun, aku lambat 10 mins... hahaha... K, first time k aku lambat dalam satu bulan aku keje pat sini... hahaha... Gooooooood girl... kalau tempat U dulu, hari-hari siak lambat walaupun tempat keje tepi hidung hahaha...

Alhamdulillah the day's been pretty good... typically Mondays are hell.

Lunchtime aku gi sorang macam biasa... suddenly had the craving for McDonalds at the same time aku teringat Swensens jugak. Tapi tak syiok ah gi Swensens sorang-sorang. So went to McD instead. had McSpicy double, updated my bank book (I had a shock looking at my balance LOOOOL) and went to Watsons to get my toiletries.

Basically that's it. I've made friends with some users today, so that's good. Lightens my day a bit (in the absence of salm... muahkahkahkaha... Normally the first thing I'd see when I come into the office, I'd see his dusty blond hair from his back... hehehee)

What?!?! It's only 4.38pm?!?! Mak oiii lama lagi aku baru boleh balik!!! (7pm ler...)

Relaxing Sunday...

2005-07-31T23:40:00.000+08:00

My initial plan was to go to Daiso at IMM after my class. Bila aku dah siap and went out to the hall, my parents were all ready. Apa lagi kalau tak gi Johor. Aiseyman spoil plan aku. Aku nak pi Daiso nak beli collars for the stray cats. Aku malasssssss nak pi sana without car...

At 1pm, I met up with Peggy and Thevan, my fellow cat volunteers. Ada musibut mana ntah pegi complain to town council abt the cats depan blk aku. Aku dengan Thevan memang incharge of feeding these strays. It was reported that these cats jump of their car and rested there. Memang aku selalu nampak the cats do that... but all they did was to just climb up and sleep on top of their vehicles! That's all! They don't scratch or anything... Pls lah cats have their instincts... they'd only scratch and claw on trees not on your cars! Manja relaxes everytime on my car... so far tak de scratching pun!!! Peggy suggested that we write a flyer to the residents of the block, to contact us directly if they have issues with the cats rather than going to town council. In drastic measures, the town council could simply get AVA to catch and put them to sleep :( We came up with several solutions and Thevan will be writing up the letter. Hope that we can settle this amicably with the musibaton.

After the short meeting, I went up to Peggy's house, filled with 12 cats. If you think that I'm a cat fanatic, well, this lady is even more. I'm amazed with her. She takes the strays for sterilization, sends sick/injured cats to hospitals and nurse them at home afterwards, takes in abandoned kittens and raise them up... to such extend! And all with her own pocket money. Wooow... I don't think she earns that much... but just look at her generousity... she told me that she used up all of her bonus money to all these cats... oh my...

The 2 kitties I found with their mom are doing fine at her place. Such playful kittens! Cute!!! But unfortunately we don't know where their mom has gone to :( It's been 2 weeks now since the last time I saw her :(( She was a great great tame cat, I loved her lots :( Spent some time with her playing and cat lapping with... am glad that I did so... only God knows what happened to her... All I pray for is for her safety...

As I went back home, I met up with Manja and this new cat on the block and played a bit with them. How I wish I can bring home my darling Manja!

It has been a lazy day today... Nic called me up and we had a good long chat. We missed each other. Hmmm... He asked if I wanna go travelling with him??? Hahahaha... Nak gi travelling boleh, tapi nanti aku nak kena warning dulu, later part jangan kau nak ungkit pasal duit!!!! Hahahaha!

We talked for hours that I rushed to iron my clothes for the week... hahaha...

And ooh yes, someone asked me out. This guy's name Hisham. Dia msg aku pat Friendster and sometimes we'd exchange SMSes. Selalu dia ler yang sms, aku tukang reply jer hahaha... Tak pernah cakap pat phone. But somehow he asked if I'd like to meet up with him one day? Aku cakap ok lah... why not... buat kawan jer k...

Boring...

2005-07-29T15:16:00.000+08:00

Best...45mins more and I can get out from here. Time flies even faster here. I wonder why. Hmmm... But today's been a quiet day... bagus... alhamdulillah... Next week aku 10am shift. Hmm... boleh tido lama sikit hehe...

Boring ah... sume members busy/not free... tapi aku nak keluar... tak de geng... sedih... hmmm... I even called up Julie for facial this evening, dia pun tak free and asked if I can come over after dinner. Errr... after dinner? Sorry lah tak boleh... ada kang macam tu hari aku nyer facial daripada kul 9pm sampai 12.15am. Tak pernah dibuat orang. Probably tomorrow then.

Apa aku nak buat eh... hmm... boring nyerrrrrrrrr... ishkkkkk...

Probably drop by Raffles City and do some "retail theraphy"... in S'pore, what else can you do, right?!?

Ni lah dia dilemma minah single and boring... muahkahkahkaha...

Oh yes my old friend Apis suruh aku turun S'pore Expo to visit this photography booth either this evening or tomorrow. Apis ni sebenar nyer my ex nyer kawan, met him once coz he adopted one of my kittens some years ago. Nice guy he is, married with a cute lill boy. Masa dia datang rumah tu, ada ke mak aku berkenan kat dia, rather than my ex who came over as well? Muahkahkahkah... Anyways, told him kalau tak de pape aral, aku datang... aku sebenar nyer suka gi pameran ni sume tapi sakit hati ler tengok sume lawa-lawa and grand but it's just not my time yet!!! And these people suka tarik me and have a look at their packages! Of course I love them, tapi sakit hati ler sebab aku calon pun tarak, buat apa nak sign up kan?!? Ishk...

BORINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

Nonsense toad

2005-07-29T14:46:00.000+08:00

Si katak dungu tu masih camtu jugak. Met him for lunch just now. Supposed to meet at PS, kul 12.05 dia sms tanya aku boleh turun Taka tak instead? Chet porah. Apasal asyik aku jer kena travel to meet him? Sua lah. Aku pun tak ingin nak jumpa kau. I didn't reply coz I was busy helping a user (handsome kau, too bad dah dah married with kids), then finally dia tepon. Aku eksen garang ah tanya apasal dia tak ley make it to come here coz I only have an hour's lunch. Member tau aku mcm peeved terus cakap it's ok he will come to PS ahaha...

Si katak ni camtu jugak. Eksen bergaya and all. Crispy white shirt with black pants. But pls lah, he doesn't turn me at all ok... I get turned on only when salm wears crispy white/pastel shirts muahkahkahkaha... He was in a rush and needed something fast so we went to BK. He ordered food for me. Had a chat with what's going on in life... Told me that he has a good friend whom he knows a long time back (yeah right) and they've been seeing each other every weekend... this evening he's going to Bangkok to see her, yah yah... and got the cheek to say that he likes her... yah yah... all girls you know you tell them you like her lah eh... dengan aku pun dulu kau cakap camtu... Jantan sialan... Jalan dah. Malas aku nak layan. Dia berbual aku dengarkan aje. Asked me how's life, aku cakap ler nothing, boring and dull as usual, told him aku tengah tak de mood dengan jantan-jantan ni sume (errr with salm's exception ahaha) since the incident happened between me and Nic.

Ok this cheapskate bought SIA ticket for $400+ to go to Bangkok for the weekend to see her. Aku test dia lagik by giving him $7 for my meal and he TOOK it?!?!? KAU MEMANG SAH KEPARAT!!! Lagi got the cheek cakap "Oh, yours was only $5+" Aku sengaja cakap keep the change and he did. Dey kau boleh jalan. Jalannnnnnnnnnnnnnn!!!

During the whole conversation I didn't tune in myself fully. When he left to take the cab back to office, he said that we'll meet again for lunch next week. Eh sudah laaaa... lebih baik aku pegi sendiri siak!!! Am not gonna go out with him anymore!!!

To Mar kalau kau baca ni, toad is a cheapskate american salmon bilis.

Nice Friday...

2005-07-29T11:18:00.000+08:00

How I wish right now I am on an exotic island, enjoying serene beauty with nice cool sea breeze and sunshiny weather... hahahaha dream on.

Today not much motivation to work. salm is off for his cuti to that negeri mamak. Heran aku dalam banyak-banyak negeri, negeri itu dia pegi? Dah lah gitu, pat sana tengah banjir lak tu. Musykil betul aku. Dia nak swimming pat dalam air banjir yang murky ke? Tapi ok lah that means to show that he likes Asian cultures... muahkahkahkaha... Lain kali aku recommend dia gi Jawa... ahahaha...

Aku nyer TL pun mc today... oooh boleh hooray hooray lerrrr... Tak tau ler si toad tu jadi ke tidak nak jumpa lunch...

Went out with May and CW yesterday... my best buddies from ex-co... How I missed those days together. We had fun, really. Went shopping ;P Moi bought 4 beaded necklaces and 1 pearl necklace, 1 pair of cute pink slip-on shoes, and my favourite Brun Sienna blusher from Clarins. Pantang keluar aku ni, mesti ada sajeeee aku beli... Lagi sikit lagi aku dah nak beli Biotherm's Choc Cellu Gel but thanks to those lor-sor customers who spent ages over the counters, aku tak jadi nak beli. I was telling May, aku heran tengok some people. They spend ages at the shops/counters seeing these and that, asking these and that, in the end they don't buy anything, or buy just few items. And they think that they are the one and only customers that the salesperson has to attend to. IRRITATING with caps!!! I'm a simple shopper. I see, I like, I grab and buy. Finished!!!

May handed me over my old name plate from the old workplace... such sweet momento. She also gave me the farewell card from the team... baru sekarang dorang kasi becoz they couldn't find the card on my last day hahaha... I was touched reading the note... expecially from my big boss PC and boss CT. Sedih aku baca... and of course from the rest of the team. Macam nak nangis. CT wrote that she literally saw my grew up for the past 4 years... ye lah daripada budak-budak sampai dah kakak-kakak ahahaha... Both PC and CT had confidence that I would excel in this new workplace... well I hope so too.

Hmmm... nice day today is... quite peaceful... I'll blog again later ;)

Cool Thursday

2005-07-28T14:54:00.000+08:00

Couldn't wake up today... oh gosh... if only I was still in U, I would have gone for an MC muahkahkahkahkah... MC tak ley bangun ah hahahaha...

Rushed to work, thank goodness I got a speedy gonzales cabby who drove like a roller coaster, I was feeling pretty scared during the ride but at the same time kinda relieved coz I was late. Time boarded into the cab was 6.43am and alighted here at 6.57am. Not bad huh!!!

The day's been pretty ok - fingers crossed till 4pm. I'll be meeting my ex-colleague May after work before meeting CW for dinner at 6pm at Suntec.

Went out for jalan-jalan alone during lunchtime when I bumped into Ray, my ex-colleague. What a small world hehehe... He was telling me how xiong it is there. I told him it's stressful here too, the calls are non-stop. He pointed out that one thing he liked abt U is that you can allocate your own time to work for the users. Which I admit it's true. Unlike here, it has to be immediately, quick quick snappy. But ok lah most of them will be happy to borrow their PC for us to PC Duo in and work.

Oh yeap... abt salm... hehehe... Nasib baik dia masuk keje niari you... Aku ingatkan dia dah pi negeri mamak dah. The funniest thing was that I bumped into him on my way to the toilet, nampak dia nyer pasal (terpegun as usual), terus aku lepaskan pintu after I came out and he ran for the door. Duh me. Said sorry and terpandang lerrrrr belakang dia... Dia pakai gstring kot?!?!?! Muahkahkahkahkaha... Tembel jugak mata aku... muahkahkahkahkaha... Didn't see the line tapi line dia macam kat tengah-tengah gitu?!?! Hahahaha!!! Ke mata aku yang dah senget?!?! Muahkahkahkha!!! Immediately smsed to J, and she asked me this funny question, "How do you know?" I replied of course I saw lah, couldn't be that I put my hand in his pants right?!?! Muahkahkhakha... Terus member lepak siak... Aku pun ketawa lepak macam nak rolling-rolling on the floor. Then dia kacau aku cakap "Ya lah who knows you'd do that?" Aku replied ler... "If that's the case I'd rather put my hand on his front right... his butt is flat, better do the front thing" Muahkahkahkahkaha!!! Siakz!!! Lepakkkkkkk!!!

Enough of my corny stories for today ;P

Mana dia ni... gi meeting agak nyer... aku nak eksen tanya ni sapa nak sign aku nyer timesheet... duit gaji mana leh buat main... kalau dia dah blah ke negeri mamak, sapa nak authorize oiii...

Oh yes, toad smsed me during lunchtime and asked if I would like to have lunch with him tomorrow. Si dek ni daripada last week kata nak lunch tapi cancel. Tengok kan aje lah besok kalau jadi ke tidak. Not hard up to see him anyways.

Sedih :(

2005-07-27T14:13:00.000+08:00

salm nak pi india besok. Aku rasa dia ada gf ah :( Sebab dia cakap "we" we this we that... dia cakap dengan satu colleague Indian kita. Sedih ;,-((

Aku bilang si J, ada ke dia marah aku (of course joking laaa) LOL Dia kata get back to reality why go for IT guys when there are IBs around (investment bankers) LOOOOOL Eh dear kalau dah suka... tak kenal makna... muahkahakhakhakhaa kelakar... the best question she asked was "Is he wearing white shirt today?" LOOOOOOOOOOOL LEPAK SIAK!!! As she knows he turns me on with him wearing all those white and pastel coloured shirts... coz I once told her when I see him, I feel like jumping on him LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL K, aku main-main jer ok. Macam tak kenal aku dengan kementelan aku ;) Ada ke dia cakap nanti aku kena tangkap for molesting/raping?!?! LOOOOOOOL kelakar betul ni perempuan hehehe...

Sedih ah... tak de motivation aku nak pi keje... dia balik on the 10th Aug lak tu. Lama betul. Tak jadi ah aku nak buat apple crumble this weekend. Hehehe ;)

Memang betul ah kata kau FD, mungkin since dia ni metrosexual, so the rings serves just as a fashion statement... tapi hati aku hancur seh dengar "we"...

Boo hoo hoo ;,((

Note for fellow makciks cold storage

2005-07-27T07:58:00.000+08:00

Hello fellow makciks cold storage,

Memang betul kata si FD tu... aku pat sini super occupied and stressed jugak... NOT aku busy tangkap salmons... LOOOOL Salmons sume tarak sume lari muahkahkahkaha... Aku dah malas gak bab salmons ni... probably becoz I've came across jantan users yang macam siakKkKk... so mood aku hilang... muahkahkahkaha... Have yet to discover lah really... Tapi mat tetap menjadi pujaan hati ku... muahkahkahakhakhakha!!!

Keje pat sini is so different from U. Calls non-stop, you have to fix them instantly, tight SLAs... some days are ok kalau users aku dapat are alright... sometimes getting those ($*#($#$#& demanding users makes your day spoilt. That makes me rasa macam tak nak keje jer seh... Am getting tired of doing support... Think I should think abt what I want to do in my next career life...

Tapi ideally jadi housewife tai tai sua muahkahkahakhakha...

Mondays are always horrible terrible... busy rabak... Pulak tu aku terkena satu user jepang macam siak... macam nak nangis aku handle si sialan ni... But later part of the day si salm (si mat ler, kita kena pakai code), as usual sent out the weekly reports showing how many phone calls and tickets logged/resolved per agent. I fall second for the highest number of phone calls handled and highest for tickets logged... after that member email pat aku cakap "
BTW great stuff Dahlina. You have settled in very quickly!" Sebenar nyer aku struggling pat sini... sigh... But hey I thought that was very tweet of him to write that note... at least he noticed it and appreciated it. Aku nyer goondu aku tak reply to his note... patut send ler wink emoticon ke apa ke... muahkahakhkaha...

And oh yes, made some chocolate brownie cake with mom on Sunday and brought to office. The guys love it. Si salm lagi best tanya aku "Are they safe to eat?" Aik??? Hahahaha... Then aku cakap ler... "Take... take as many as you want... you can have the whole box if you want to..." Muahkahkahkaha mentel mentel... Member cakap "Can I have 2??" Eh of course ler... hehehe... K, this Sunday aku nak buat apple crumble pulak... hehehe ;)

Itu cincin di jari manis kanan dia tu menjadi tanda tanya... dek ni engaged ke, attached ke... or fashion jer?? Tapi ring dia macam silver quite fancy lah... I don't think it's an engagement ring coz selalu it's simple kan...

Hmmm...

This week aku boleh blog sikit ler sebab keje 7am... pagi tak banyak sangat calls and tak de orang so aku boleh berceloteh sikit... hehehe...

2005-07-26T07:42:00.000+08:00

Malas nyer nak bangun. Nice cold rainy weather to sleep in... just need a hubby to snuggle up muahkahakhakha mentel siak... just joking. Punyer lah liat nak bangun... aku tak cukup tido ler sejak hari Sunday... tu ler aku kalau kena keje pagi jer sure tak ley tido malam... ishk... ntah apasal ntah... kan sekarang aku dah groggy... So far so good alhamdulillah blom ada calls lagi... fingers crossed.

I had REAL salmon today!

2005-07-24T22:14:00.000+08:00

Yes, ni bukan main-main ok... I had REAL salmon today hahaha...

Parents and me were watching Japan Hour on ChannelNewsAsia when they were featuring all sorts of lovely seafood, one of which was salmon. Terus bapak aku mengidam salmon and went to the market to buy 4 huge chunks hahaha... He pan-fried it and I had a good time indulging on it with my mashed potatoes... mmmm heavennnn... I simply love the rich taste of salmons... ;)

;-),,,
=====> drooooooooooling! haha!

Apasal senyap...?

2005-07-12T17:05:00.000+08:00

My dear ladies... kenapa senyap jer korang... cakap orang eh aku pun senyap jugak... hehehe... Kenapa ah korang tak visit blog aku lagi? Dah meluat and tak tahan dengan aku nyer sal updates eh? LOL

Anyways, just to update a lill on what's going on in my life... work has been fine... alhamdulillah I am happy with this place. The colleagues are heaps better here... work-wise it has been very busy... I've been answering calls on the full-time basis, but agak nyer aku suay ler selalu kena VVIP user calls... dah lah gitu sume dial-up problems... arghhhh... aku dah lah satu benda haram tak tau... but the rest did helped me :)

How I long for a vacation... the last time was in August last year to Bangkok, and that's it... sigh... it's been a long time... those short ones to Malaysia with family does not count... you know like those long ones where you can just rest and relax... Can I have a honeymoon??? Hahahahaha!!!

Weekend flew away just like that... Friday met up with C and did shopping... hahaha... I smuggled in my new clothes to my room. At around 12+am itself my cousins from Malaysia came to our place and stayed over coz they wanted to do some shoppings... slept at 2+am... Saturday went out with my godma Pinks from U Philippines... oh boy I was soooooooooo glad to have finally met her!!! Worked in U for 4 year 4 months where I had always chatted, laughed and everything with her via phonecalls, emails and only now I get to see her! Gosh, she's a very pretty and elegant lady... she has Spanish, Swedish, Filipino blood, so you can imagine... her eldest son is 19 years old... must be handsome... hehehe...

So went around Orchard Road with her... and goodness me the crowd... sigh... aku blom jalan aje aku dah pening... punyer lah ramai... walked a bit here and there and we felt tired already. Mind you, she only got herself a hair brush and moi?!?! Moi got myself a cute pearly pink Anna B cardi from Metro!! Muahkahkahkha... Sapa shopping sapa beli?!?! Hahaha!!!

Had to rush home at 7pm coz we were having a family dinner with my cousins at Pattaya Garden in Geylang... gedebak gedebuk, reached home around 11+pm.

Sunday was tiresome. Had the family reunion meeting. Nuff said. Malas aku nak cakap part ni.

And today's Tuesday... how time flies...

Am meeting GT and Thuy from Vietnam... all the people from the region from U are here for some workshops... I wanna meet H from Australia but she didn't call me!

It's raining heavily here... am feeling cold and sleepy... -_-

It's Friday!!!

2005-07-08T17:31:00.000+08:00

Today I started to take in calls... ok lah not so bad... so far the users have been good... tapi aku blur blur lah jugak... dorang ada beratus applications sampai bingung aku... sheesh...

Think next week kena full force lah take in calls... ni kadang-kadang aku put myself not ready to get a breather... kalau continuous mesti aku pengsan hehehe...

Niari pengurus aku tak datang :( One less motivation. Tapi boleh hooray hooray sikit ah, pegi lunch with... Jo... eh a ah eh this new colleague of mine who is super nice and sweet also starts with J... hehehe... went to Raffles City, had nasi ayam panggang... sedap seh... then pegi Robinsons Health section coz I told her Xtrim tengah ada promotion. Each of us bought Xtrim body sculptor... hehehe... it's a buy 1 get 1 free offer... so it's $89.90... kalau ada Robinsons card lagi ada 20% discount seh... hmmm... kalau nak apply dangerous ah, mesti aku spend lagi hehe... Now am just waiting for Xando or Xtrim pills to have such offers and I'll go grab em for double effect!

Then I bought another of this MLM cardi again... last week bought mint green, this time bought blue lak... hahaha... and another red sweatshirt. Then I saw this nice Joan Allen denim skirt which costs $89... was so impressed sampaikan I misplaced my POSB NETs card!!! Panic kejap... carik punyer carik tak dapat... nasib baik the salesgirl baik... she helped to look out for me, actually it dropped... tengok lah aku... excited over denim skirt nyer pasal, almost lost my own NETs card... geez...

Still can't get over it... Am meeting C after work at Raffles City... am gonna buy that skirt ;P And also need to get a bday card for N. Next Friday's his bday, I shan't buy anything more for him. The last time I went to Bintan, I bought him Polo's crossed checked shirt and a hanky, and have yet to even send over to him. So that'll be his bday gift then. Won't spend anymore on him :P

Was telling C how good now... can meet up with her anytime now that I work here and she works at Suntec... Best!

Am gonna meet up with Pinks tomorrow... she's my Unilever buddy from Philippines! Can't wait to see her for the very first time after 4 years of liasing with her! Wow!!! The regional people are all coming down to Singapore this period of time for some project workshops... Will probably meet up with Thuy from Vietnam next week when she's here. Gonna be a packed schedule for me.

Sal update : Nothing much since my source of inspiration tak de niari. Hahaha... Tapi masa time aku balik dari lunch tu, ada this tall bespectabled sal opened the door for us. Terpegun japs. Hahaha...

Ciao folks see ya next week.

P.S : Kecoh kecoh kan sikit ler blog... ;P

Missed J

2005-07-07T23:59:00.000+08:00

Alaaaaa lawa nyer pengurus aku niari... Niari dia pakai pastel pink shirt... Wasted!!! Semalam aku baru pakai pink shirt tucked in then niari dia pakai... kalau aku pakai niari, dah sepasang dah... ;)

After work, I met up with J at Raffles City... gosh I missed her so very much. Feel like hugging her when I met her... hehehehe... This is the person who has been with me through thick and thin in Unilever for the past 3 years (she's been there for 3 years)... my buddy, my companion, my lunch/diet partner, my eye washing partner, my confidant! Sigh... I was telling her... how good it will be if only she works in BC as well... wah enjoy sia... everyday can hang out together and lepak, there are so many makan places here and so many sals for us to check out! It'll be heaven!

We were very good girls... went to Nine West, Robinsons, Country Road, Esprit, British India... didn't buy anything at all ok... nothinggggg... except for some cookies and chips from Marks and Spencer... also less than $10... :P We were eyeing to this fab jacket from Esprit Collection but it costs $189 :( Also a very nice white shirt from Country Road, but it costs $149 :( So expensive :( I won't be able to afford that unless I have an IB in hand... hahaha... Had a drink at Coffee Club and had a gooooood chat abt what's going on in our lives... J was green with envy that I'm having a great time drooling over pengurus aku... hahahahah LOOOOOL

After all the drinks and window shopping, we proceeded to the taxi stand outside... what a looong looong queue! Decided to walk to the streets but no cabs around as well... tried to call Comfort Cab, TIBs and even Mercz but no luck. J was lucky enough to go through CityCab and got one cab for us.

Totally forgotten abt Dia... last episode lak tu. As soon as I reached home - around 10.20pm, I rushed down to feed my hungry strays... poor them waited for me sampai tertido-tido! Felt bad coz I didn't get to play with stroke them on my lap... hope to spend some time with them on Saturday night.

Eh last episode Dia merapek seh. Kenapa tergantung camtu? Chet!!! Anti-climax betul!!!

Geraaaaammmm

2005-07-05T19:06:00.000+08:00

Bukan menggeram apa... alangkah best nyer... heaven!!!

Geram betul aku tengok si mgr aku dgn si brit india ni... gerammmmmmmm hehehehehehe

Today M is soooo purrrrrfeeect purrrrrrrrrrrrrr... meow meow hahahaha

Korang mesti meluat eh... ok continue lah korang meluat... hari-hari aku update korang on my salmon feasting... hehehehe...

M datang to my seat tanya how was I doing... then tanya bila aku nak gi holiday yang tak menjadi tu... dia tanya aku nak gi mana... aku cakap ler aku tak jadi pergi denmark... aku cakap aku nak gi tengok music festival... dia tanya aku, kau nak gi tengok dorang nyer music festival jer ke?? Hehehe... macam nak korek rahsia jer... aku cakap ler aku nak gi visit some friendSsssSss... ok the "s" tu kena bunyikan kuat-kuat... hahaha... Ada ke dia cakap patut nyer gi time winter dorang... mampos aku kesejukkan... hehehe... Dah tu aje... nebermind... nanti hari-hari aku nak wink wink pat dia... hahaha...

K folks, wa mau blah.

Alaaa cair aku...

2005-07-05T15:44:00.000+08:00

Lawa nyer mgr aku niari... crispy white shirt with fitting black pants... cair akuuuuuu muahakahkahkahkaha... Nanti ah aku nak pikir camne nak ajak dia keluar makan satu hari... tapi macam malu pulak sebab sume orang tak keluar makan dengan dia... Dia selalu keluar sorang... hmmm... cair siol cair... Agak nyer dia baru potong rambut dia ah... kemas sikit niari, semalam macam hancai bocai... hehehehe... Wasted betul niari tak de team meeting... kalau tidak boleh aku tenung kat dia lama-lama... tak syiok betul tempat duduk aku ni, tak boleh pandang-pandang kat dia... kalau aku duk facing dia, boleh jugak aku steal some snapshots of him :(

Did I mention that ada satu budak kat team aku ni, dia Brit-Indian... fulamak hensem kau... first time aku puji Indian hensem... cair aku... setiap kalu aku pandang dia, setiap kali aku tersengih sendiri... hehehe... Dia cam purrrfect gitu... body shape dia just nice, muka dia licin, quite fair. mata dia coklat... modern and trendy gak... brit accent dia pekat... haiii... terkobar-kobar laaaa hari-hari aku gi keje... Ni baru dept ni jer... yang lain blom lagi aku explore... hahahaha...

Oh ye Opida, my team mate ada satu ronaldo... pasti you suka nyer. Dia botak cam ronaldo you, and he's of Indian blood... tapi melayu/Islam lah... heheheh... boleh tahan jugak lah... but not my type :P

Geraaaaaaaaaaaaammmmmmm aku tengok mgr aku niari... hahahahaha... Ok ok back to my learnings today... aku sedang tekun buat notes aku sendiri... hahahaha...

My First Day At Work

2005-07-04T17:09:00.000+08:00

To all my fans out there... do you miss me? Hahaha...

Yes yes I am back... not sure to what extend can I use the internet here in this office coz everything is logged for whatever usage.

The office is cool... super cool... I've got two LCD monitors infront of me until I dunno how to use sia... hahaha...

Unfortunately today everyone's busy, the phonecalls were coming in nonstop so I didn't even get a chance to get to know the rest of the team members here... I also shy leh to self-intro myself... hahaha... Ben thought me only some few bits before he left at 3pm. Now it's 5pm... I dunno how sia to fill up my time haha... been reading through some bits of their documentations lah and did neatly those bits of scribbled notes.

Went lunch with Ben and my TL, SY, nice outgoing chap. As usual, guys are so much easier to handle... tapi tak tau lah kan baru first day hahaha... the rest macam sombong gitu... I'm seated infront of perempuan Jepang ni... dia cam busy and cam sombong gitu... ah well... another Chinese lady who is doing hardware procurement, J, is a very nice and friendly gal... untung kau dia duduk sebelah mgr aku... hehehe... and I can't see him from my seat, bontot besar ku membelakangkan dia hahaha... but aku terpandang cincin di jari manis dia tangan kanan... apa makna eh? Dah tunang ke? Hahaha...

Have yet to explore the rest of the fishes... hahaha...

If you wanna chat with me, I can be reached at my yahoo messenger instead. Kalau nak, mintak aku ID nyer ok.

Miss you guys...

As you guys know, dialup kat rumah aku memang giler abis so give up... I'll try to update as much as possible... tapi screen aku ni mgr aku leh nampak ler dari belakang... hehehe...

Unbelievably a pain in the a$$

2005-06-23T14:32:00.000+08:00

I had a terrible night yesterday. I couldn't breathe. I had running nose, and blocked, eyes all swollen and teary. Geez. Just when I've got 2 more days to go. Sigh.

This morning I woke up feeling all weak. Splitting headache. My voice all course. ARGHHHH! Immediately sms-ed to "dear" TL with this "I will be coming in a bit late. Need to see the dr before I come in." and went for my shower. When I went back to my room, saw her irritating reply "Today I have 4 people down... Please come in even though you have MC." Eh fvck lah. I've already mentioned earlier that I am JUST GONNA BE LATE. WHAT MAKES YOU THINK THAT I WILL GO FOR MC!!! I was already abt to send her back "Don't worry, I die die will come" but I cancelled. Why am I too nice?! I should've trashed her out!!!

After getting all ready, I took a cab to the dr... the doctor only took abt 5 mins to check on me... was telling him that I have everything now... fever, flu with blocked nose and phelgm coming out from my nose, sore throat! ARGHHH!!! It wasn't long before I was prescribed with 5 types of medicines... and I was surprised I was even issued with an MC... I didn't ask for it ok... so that goes to show that my condition is bad.

Came into the office, started up my PC, received an sms. It was her. "Are you coming to help me...?" I shouted to her, "A, I'm here!" She came to me looking all coy (useless) and apologised, saying sorry she couldn't help but to ask me back. She couldn't call back those 2 who were on leave becoz they were planned long ahead. So you think that I plan for my sickness?!?!

I told her off that I know, I also want to come in becoz people will think that I play phunk just becoz I'm leaving. And the doctor even gave me an MC without me asking for it. She said that she had checked with HR, and they will be paying me back for today. Eh, pls lah, money also no use. Can you buy your health with money?! Damn pissed. If you want to call back people who are on MC, why call me? You should call the other 2 as well!!!!

Seriously, I have told the others before... to work in this place, even if you die, you will still have to send your hantu to come back and work. Damn it!!!

Some more had the cheek to tell me that tomorrow I have to come becoz they are having a farewell lunch for me... and that I can order what I want, she has $100 to splurge. Eh my own farewell also I have to order??? Eh jalan dah. I'm not even hard up for one. If you are not arranging, why should I? I'll be even more happier to go out somewhere for lunch rather than getting stucked here looking at these a$$holes!!!

Great. Simply great. My last 2 days and I still get shit.

And these people are not logging on the frontline. I've been picking up those calls. Ah to hell lah. I've logged on to the backend number. You don't care? I lagi don't give a shit. To hell with your call rates.

Eh shuddup laaaa

2005-06-22T19:06:00.000+08:00

Hey pompuan, mulut kau boleh diam tak? Memekak siak...

Aku tengah geram dengan ketua aku ni... daripada tadi bising naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaag jer.

Can't wait to get outta here.

Not feeling well

2005-06-22T14:00:00.000+08:00

Honestly I am not feeling well... I feel helplessly weak when I wake up this morning... been coughing since yesterday... And today, I'm having flu and fever as well... plus my sexy voice hahaha...

But I dragged my feet to work. Nanti orang ingatkan aku nak play punk pulak kan mentang-mentang dah nak berambos...

For both days when I was in the cab, my dry cough will attack. Damn it. It made me cough and cough and cough until tears come out... sigh... Everytime you know. Everytime I have dry cough, it will surely attack when I'm in public transport.

As soon as I arrived to office, took a tablet of clarinase courtesy of R, 2 panadols and ubat batuk cap ibu dan anak... tapi macam tak jalan jer... The rest of the people here are sick as well... in fact I got infected from GT and DS... May is also planning for MC tomorrow, and GT as well becoz they are both sick too... Best ah we see show tomorrow.

Partnership

2005-06-20T14:52:00.000+08:00

Oh forgot to post this!

Bro told me that my dad somehow knew that I had something on with N! Hahaha... Apparently he had the instinct when N came over back in 2003 with all the gifts for all of us... hahaha... I think dad doesn't have much comments abt dad... besides, my bro supported me... he told dad that I should be happy with my own choice... hahaha... thank you bro! But dad ought to know that things are over with me and N. I am so over him now.

Bro supported me with my own choices... he said not to worry... at the end of the day it's me who should be happy with my choice... I shouldn't marry for the sake of pleasing my parents... oh well... malas nak ingat pasal kahwin sekarang... calon blom ada, duit pun tak de hahahaha...

During the night lecture on Sat he gave me, he pointed out something in common abt me and my 1st bro - we are both stubborn! Hahaha... Tergelak jap aku walaupun telinga berasap dengan dia lecture... hahahaha... And something else in common that me and my 2nd bro has is that we don't have many Malay friends... my close Malay friends... hmm... 3? Very few lah... but Yuyu and FD are definitely included... Ntah eh why... maybe for the fact that melayu ni banyak problem lah... sensitive... I don't like lah... I think it's due to those many broken friendships I had... kita happy happy easy going jer ahhh... hehehe... And oh, my bro too has a non-Malay girlfriend... or shall I say 2? Hahaha...

No mood

2005-06-20T14:48:00.000+08:00

Semakin hari semakin tak de mood siak nak keje...

Had farewell lunch for the Head of co today... he's retiring...

The food was bland, bluergh but lapar nyer pasal, sental jer laaaa... then I tried the Indian food... should've gone for that in the first place... ate lotsa papedem yummm...

Came in 30 mins late just now hahaha... Couldn't wake up, I woke up at 6.30am... sampai bawah kul 7.10am and no cabs around... called my bro to send me to work... hahaha nasib baik dia blom balik... oh yes, he's going back to KL today before flying back to Sydney end of the week.

And MSN is on gila mode today sigh.

Shopping extravanganza

2005-06-19T11:55:00.000+08:00

Went to Plaza Singapura yesterday. Sneaked out while parents and bro went to Johor.

Totally amazed with what Plaza SG has now... wow... camne ni kalau aku keje sana. Hari-hari berangkut lah hahaha... Hopefully I'll get jelak soon, so I won't shop. Hahahaha... yeah right.

Don't dare to count how much I spent. But hey, guess what? I bought 8 pairs of shoes hahaha... So happy sia got my humongous size hahaha!

2 pairs at X:odus - 2 sandals, same pattern, different colour, black n orange, beige n yellow; $9 each
1 pair at Charles & Keith - Yay!!! Finally I found my new working shoes! Black suede flat pumps with ribbon at the top; $23
1 pair at Urs n Inc - Black heeled mules; $29.90
4 pairs at Bata - Bata's the best! Hahaha... 2 pairs of summer sandals, pink and blue. 2 pairs of flatties with roses at top; all $29.90 each

Fuhhh!!!

And also bought some flowers, brooch pins and Spotlight's craft glue (expensive sia $9.90 per bott, but ok lah it's big); $48

Hai shopping sakan!!!

As soon as I got home, tak sempat-sempat kau, aku dah bukak itu glue, terus landing kat my denim skirt arghhhh!!! Any tips camne nak kasi hilang???

But all my brooches are ready now... yahoooo!!! Satu hari satu bunga aku pakai hahaha... Made some for my close ladies pals here as my farewell gift...

I was happy that I found a black rose hahaha... and a dark blue rose... best best... My mom saw the flowers I bought yesterday at Taka and she said they were too big. Bro said, "Nanti orang tengok bunga jer, tak tengok orang nyer" Hahahaha... Tak pe lah... orang nyer bukan nyer lawa pun...

Happy happy...

I had a close look at Stray Clementine no 2, and she really looked like my Clementine... she now waits for me at the same area at the carpark... she's very unique, she doesn't have a tail at all. Poor kitty, actually she's a very young and small kitty yet already having 2 kitties... Wonder how the kitties are doing at Peggy's place...

But stayed all the way till 1am doing my ironing and what not... sigh...

Outing with the gals

2005-06-18T23:55:00.000+08:00

In the morning, I woke up feeling all groggy. Nak gi bank nyer pasal ah keluarkan duit for bro and took the opportunity to get my bank book renewed. Had a good encounter with the POSB officer. Then kena fill in feedback form. Which is good. I mean in that way customers will then fill up for compliments if it fits. Typically people will only complain, never compliment. Had breakfast at the hawker centre... didn't eat much becoz I'm going out with the gals later. Took a short nap when I got home... too tired ah.

Went out at 2.50pm to town... Ishk, it took me abt 1 hr 15 mins to reach Orchard. That means I should allow 1 hr 30 mins to go to Dhoby Ghaut for work sia... sheesh. Ya lah need some allowance kalau si feeder bus lambat ke apa ke... Ayoyo...

J and Mich kindly gave me a farewell treat at The Coffee Club at Paragon. On our way in the MRT, Mich was half-gone... coz she was tired and hungry (both of them were from office... very hardworking arrr... hahaha). But as soon as we tucked in our food, she was all awake hahaha... Very funny to see her expression...

Actually before to Coffee Club, we passed by the florist at Taka... bought 3 huge beautiful roses for my brooches (tapi macam besar sangat laaa), and 3 small lilies from the scent shop, also for the brooches hehehe... Mengangkut bunga jer... hahaha...

After the good indulgence on food and chat... we went all around looking for my working shoes. Found many pairs which I liked but all NO SIZE!!! Ada size 40 pun ketat?!?! ARGHHH!!! And my favourite Elle shoes pun tak de size!!! I got 3 pairs of Elle shoes actually but I needed one more of those covered ones... black one don't have my size, finished :( Some more they are on sale sia... Usual price I bought was $89.90, now I think $67? Sighhh...

Went all the way from Paragon, to Taka, to Wisma... all don't have. Give up sia.

Met Ja and Aiza at Taka... she looked real cute with her new short hairstyle...

Said goodbyes to Mich, and me and J went to Wisma cab stand... on the way melencong ah pegi Nine West... saw quite a nice pair of shoes, no size also... bagus jugak lah tu... kalau tidak terkopak $145... Then went to Topshop, nothing interesting for me but I got J hooked on this Indian style bangles... had fun teasing her with all the bolly style... hahahaha... After that, we went in Esprit (banyak betul lencongan), and I spotted whit beautiful short cardi... J loved it as well... but too expensive sia... $89 for a very short cardi where u only cover your arms... BUT haha, I got a good lubang. Asked May to get her friend who works in Esprit to get it for us. We're gonna have 35% off for that woohoo!!!

And finally went home...

Bro came down with the cats' food and did my normal routine... Si Stray Clementine 1 tak de pulak niari... mana minah tu... But anyways put some food for her...

After that I drove to West Coast McD, ramai nyer orang... had dinner there with bro and talked... had a long lecture from him with regards to our family issues... ah panjang sangat and membingitkan anyways.

I wish my eldest bro has more brains.

Good for nothing

2005-06-16T18:04:00.000+08:00

I dislike my bros. Dah tua bangka bukan nyer buat orang senang. Makin menyusahkan orang. GRRR.

Pic of the team

2005-06-15T11:36:00.000+08:00

B sent me a pic of the team in BC. Fulamakzzz... berkobar-kobar siak camni aku nak gi keje hari-hari... muahahkahkahkahaka...

Tapi the ladies pun pretty and sexy giler... aku mcm di pinggiran gituk... uhuk uhukzzz...

Gambar Mat pun ada, but he looked cam kelakar gitu in the pic. Macam dracula hehehehe...

Sesiapa berminat untuk melihat, sila beritahu saya, akan saya email ke kamu.

AKU KENA SABO!!!!

2005-06-13T16:45:00.000+08:00

AKU KENA SABO SIOLZZ!!! ARGHHH!!! CAMNE NI?!?!?! AKU TAK LEY NAK GI KEJE JUMPA SI MAT TU!!!! MAMPOSSSSSSS...

Read this!

My email correspondence with B :

D:
ah chong ah there got dress code or not?

B:
Yes, bikini for ladies

D:
i knew it!!!! i really had an instinct that bikini would be the answer
from u!!! hehehehe ;P
eh serious lah... got any dress code for ladies? can wear like slip on
shoes or not or must cover cover one?

B:
U wanna fish sals rite? Have to make the bait attractive u know what I
mean?

D:
not necessarily... covering up will even more make someone more
mysteriously attractive... mmmm

D:
so have u guys set where i will be sitting? i want to sit beside u
lehh... and beside me must be handsome man also hehe

B:
Yah lah, u wanna cover up like mummy like that lagi best, everyone see
liao feel u very secretive hahaha...
You're sitting on my lap. Happy?

D:
eh not cover until like dat lah... must have some aura of charm... ehem
ehem hehe
eh my butt very big leh, u can handle meh?

B:
No prob, tell me how u want it to be handled kekeke...
Haha wait I kena flatten then die liao...

D:
sua lah... some more u oreadi flat liaoz... i want matt can or not
muahkahkahkahkahkaha

AND DEAR B FORWARDED THE WHOLE THREAD OF MESSAGES TO MAT!!!

B:
Matt,
Our new team mates have a special request. Enjoy!

MAMPOSSSSSSSSSSS WHERE AM I GOING TO BURY MY FACE?!?!?! Wait he thinks aku syiok kat dia camne?!?!? Aduhhhh blom masuk keje jer dah kena blacklisted!!! WARGHHHHH!!!!

Lazy Saturday

2005-06-11T23:29:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 12.30pm today... wah cannot handle sia I've been extremely tired so I needed all the sleep I could... could've easily slept more in fact... hahaha... Tu aje my mom dah sound... apa eh aku dah lupa lah but I told her that I was very tired and she gave me this weird remark "Tu ah, keje dekat aje kau dah penat, nanti keje jauh, macam mana?!" Ehhh? Step seh... hehehe... I know my mom wasn't really happy abt the move. She's more concerned abt the location... knowing that her dearest daughter is always late for everything, she gets very worried abt the new job...

I was a bit peeved then I went right on my bed again... and think back... hmmm betul jugak kata my mom tu eh... Kalau aku keje jauh camne? For sure 1 hour of travelling time will be spent. Sure aku penat nyer... Camne eh... tak pe lah... kita tengok camne...

Then I began to do my rounds of laundry... aku nyer pakaian from the last weekend's trip jer aku blom tercuci... I did 5 rounds of laundry in fact... fuhhh... tu blom lagi terlipat, tergosok lagik tu... part cuci aku no problem... part nak lipat, nak gosok, nak letak balik dalam almari aku yang penuh tinggal meletup macam volcano, tu yang tak sanggup!!!

Apa lagi eh aku buat... ntah eh... aleh-aleh dah malam seh... I didn't go rewang at my cousin's place also... penat ah...

Ahhh now I know why I'm becoming gemok-er... ;)

2005-06-09T09:57:00.000+08:00

Eye For A Guy

2005-06-09T09:18:00.000+08:00

Who watched last night's episode? Angkat kaki!!!

Oh man. If I were to be Denise, I wouldn't know who to choose. Both are unique in their own way. But Howard won my heart. Chewaaaah. Ye lah Yuyu, memang lah dia katek but he's extremely sweet and funloving. Hah, sapa cakap aku cuma minat salmon aje? Cina pun aku boleh suka lah. Hahahaha...

On a serious note, I think I would choose Howard. He's fun and nice. He makes you feel warm and fuzzy. He turns your life with full of fun. He charms you. He spoils you with sweet poetries, fairytales, etc. Wooow.

When Denise and Howard were out to the amusement park, I could see that Denise was very comfortable and was at her 100% herself. She was she herself when she was with Howard. She seemed to enjoy every moment spent with Howard. And they both wanted to kiss each other... mmmm ;)

Wolfgang on the other hand, is a perfectionist, too-good-to-be-true kinda guy. He's someone who makes you feel secure, he's someone sophisticated, very classy type, someone who takes control. You don't have to talk to him, you can just look in his eyes and melt. Mmmm ;) I dunno perhaps I'm a bit skeptical abt too-good-to-be-true kinda guys. They can be all nice, calm and everything, but once things are getting out of hand, they'll explode and it's gonna be a disaster. Well I'm not saying that Wolfgang is one... I'm equally impressed with him. He was just kissing Denise out of a sudden and Denise went dizzy... was a very passionate kiss in fact! Wooow!!! Denise mentioned that she was impressed with him too... taking in control. I think men ought to be like that SOMETIMES. Note that uppercase hehe... However though I could sense that Denise wasn't herself when she was with Wolfgang... she tries to be on the same sophistication level as him... I think.

Hmmm... ntah eh... aku pun pening kepala. Denise must've had a hard time deciding.

BUT...

Just when I was asking my colleagues earlier on if they watched the episode, D said the winner was Howard!!! YahoOoOo!!! Apparently dia ada lobang, so he knew who the winner was. I am really happy!!! WoOoOHoOo!!! He deserves it!!!

That means Wolfgang is available huh? I want him leh... Hahahahaha... Asked D to ask more details... ahahahaha...

But hey... Howard's a real sweetie. Can I have someone like him too? Or are they extinct?

Taxi Drivers

2005-06-09T08:42:00.000+08:00

As usual, took cab to work. It was a Malay pakcik.

I'm not saying bad things abt my own race but I've noticed that there are three groups of Malay drivers. One, very the gatal and cheeky, another is super sombong and bisu type and last the kepo type. I must say that I always avoid Malay drivers if possible. But if I'm waiting for a cab from the street, I can't do anything...

I've been in those really gatal ones. Ask personal questions, started singing lagu jiwang-jiwang.... ewwww... there was once I nearly told a driver to pull over but I didn't lah. Instead I kept myself busy on my mobile and I even told me to drop at a different block rather than my own.

The kepo ones... MasyaAllah... dah kepo satu cerita, dia boleh berlecture pulak ni. Mak aku pun tak camtu. Chet. There was an incident whereby I took this cab at around 8.50am. I was supposed to be in office at 9am. My house is damn bloody near to my current workplace so I know lah how to estimate... it'll take 7 mins drive. First he asked me what time am I supposed to be in, I said 9am. He was then lecturing and nagging and saying I should not be late, nowadays employers very particular, wait I kena fire, how, etc... Makdicowwww bingit siak. He really spoiled my day. I was not happy at all throughout the whole entire day. Once I reached office, I went to Comfort's website and lodged a complain. I did not quote this pakcik's plate number... I'm not so mean to break someone's rice bowl. I merely told Comfort that I hope the cab drivers are educated not to be such busybodies. Hahaha... They replied to me in fact, requesting for the driver's plate number but I didn't give them.

And the other group is the super sombong and bisu. Came across many of those. Today had one. Told him to drive me to International Business Park, Synergy building, he did not even say "ok" or whatever and drove all the way. I purposely did not tell him the directions, typically one who is not sure would ask me the direction. But he did not. He drove all the way and go round the roundabout. He passed the left turn to the building and I told him it should be left. He kept quiet and drove around and made the left turn and drove to the lobby. Gave him the $4 and he gave back my 50 cents change, he did not even say a word and stooopid me said "terima kasih" and he didn't even reply anything. Dey I shouldn't have said that! I'm the customer!!! GRRRR...

You can ask Comfort feedback section, I'm sure they have quite a number of complains and compliments from me. The most recent impressive one was when I went for my second interview last week. This Chinese cab driver was super duper friendly and sweet. I had a great kickstart of the day. He uplifted my mood. All along the way to Atrium@Orchard, I was entertained. It was such a joyful ride. A good ride for the interview... wow, I was so happy. Haaa... I must now send a compliment for the driver, I even took down his plate number.

Other cab service providers, their drivers a mostly a thumbs down, only a handful are really nice. I always go for Comfort cabs.

Moral of the story too, if you think that someone has done a good job, as a customer, you ought to appreciate their service. Yes monetory reward is more satisfying but those little appreciative notes can make you happy :) I've always feel that this is lacking in us. A good example is where I'm working. People rarely send you compliments when you've done a good job, but people are very productive when it comes to complaining. Typical.

Dah laaaa

2005-06-08T17:07:00.000+08:00

Dah laaa stop stop... aku nak kena setopppppp buat keje... kakak sedara aku tengah tunggu aku ni... dia pat IMM nak amik aku balik rumah amikkan sabun breeze... bye bye besok sambung yek...

Eksen jer

2005-06-08T16:31:00.000+08:00

Aku ni cam betul jer nak buat keje eh... ticket 8 daripada pagi sampai ke petang tak bergerak. Have been blogging and surfing and surfing and called Yuyu... cakap nyer sikit, ketawa nyer lebih sampai keluar airmata hehehee... Went to Eye for a Guy moblog and read Howard's and Wolfgang's. Must not miss tonight's show.

Howard's a real sweetie, he wrote her a fairytale story of Denise. Then ending in the advert, both guys exchanged kisses with Denise. Tapi aku tengok si Denise nyer expression macam very deep for Wolfgang after their lips parted. I think she's gonna choose Wolfgang. Kalau aku, aku pun choose Wolfgang seh. Member investment banker, kalau kahwin gerenti duk rumah goyang kaki jer hehehe... Dah lah gitu, cute lak tu ;)

But on a serious note, I find Howard a very nice and interesting guy. A true gentleman and likeable by everyone. Confirm nenek datuk sure berkenan nyer. Kalau aku kena choose (cheeeh perasan) antara Wolfgang dengan Howard, aku pun pening kepala seh. Dua-dua very nice in their own ways... Choose dua-dua boleh tak? Ahahaha...

But I have a gut feeling Wolfgang wins... the way Wolfgang and Howard wrote in their moblogs, it seems that Wolfgang's the winner.

Even my mom watched the last episode with me briefly and said Wolfgang is more compatible with Denise. Ye lah dua-dua eurasians... mesti secocok... But at the same I feel strongly for Howard...

So peeps, let's tune in tonight at 10pm!!!

Maybe the fats were the result of me being stressed...

2005-06-08T15:33:00.000+08:00

A ah lah... agak nyer aku bertambah naik coz I've been under a lot of stressful times... so many things happened since last month...

My source of comfort? Chocolates and ice-cream...

Alaaaa kalau aku stop makan chocolates and ice-cream pun, aku masih gemok jugak. Cheh.

Makin gemok siolz...

2005-06-08T15:26:00.000+08:00

Eh camne ni... aku makin gemok seh... I can really feel all the fats and everything... muka aku bertambah-tambah bulat, pipi bambam... ARGHHHH!!!

Macam mana ni macam mana?!?!?!?!?!

Apasal aku selenge nah ni?

2005-06-07T22:36:00.000+08:00

Tadi malam aku cam biasa pi kasi anak-anak aku pat bawah makan. Mula-mula pi carik si Lily the blue-eyed cat... tengah jalan, selipar aku putus. Bingit siak. Dah laaa aku terkial-kial nak jalan. Rasa macam nak kaki ayam jer tapi takut pulak kalau terkena kaca ke apa ke... malam buta mana lah aku nampak.

K fine... drove the car to meet the old cat, he just came back from treatment... happy to see him all nice and clean now... but he looked old and weak as usual... Aku pi lerrr amik ikan yang I scooped out and place on a plastic which I put it on the car seat, sekali jatuh kau. Jatuh lak kat corner ceruk... punyer lah bingitttt...

Went to park the car... aku terkial-kial ler nak keluarkan ikan. Confirm niari kereta aku bau ikan... hehehe... Tak ley sampai seh... ceruk rabak I couldn't get everything out. DAMN!!! Dah lah gitu upholstery kereta aku sume kaler beige!!! Camni ni!!! Ahhh nanti aku tanya Eric camne nak get it cleaned...

Aku ada ler menyumpah diri aku kenapa lerrr selenge nah... Gave up on cleaning that up sampai berpeluh-peluh. Ok so member jalan pelan-pelan dragging the stupid slippers... sekali the car washer lambai-lambai kat aku... aku lambai balik lerrrr hahahaha... Only to find out that actually he was telling me that I didn't close down the bonnet. Selenge bachin tul aku. Dah laaa aku kena patah balik pi tutup itu bonnet.

Dah naik lift, kena turun satu tangga nak balik rumah selipar aku terbukak... Ahhh sudah lah, aku pun take it off and walked kaki ayam to home...

Bingit siolz... Just not my day.

So sad...

2005-06-07T15:28:00.000+08:00

My colleague Jude came by to my desk and whispered softly, asking if I am leaving... I said yes, and my last date is on the 24th. He was then looking all sad... I nearly cried. He nudged on my shoulder, a sign of protesting. Then he looked sad again. He took out a small koala clip from his pocket and gave to me. Later, he took out a coaster of Mebourne view and placed it under my mug. Awwww... he's so sweet... I almost wanted to cry really. I will definitely miss the nice people here... though the population of the nice people are very few (can be counted by fingers), they are really truly those nice species of colleagues...

I will miss them... I think I will cry on my last day... ;,-(

Tiring Monday...

2005-06-06T21:37:00.000+08:00

My Monday had been a tiring one. I feel very exhausted from the trip, just felt like putting my head on my desk and sleep hahaha... I came very late to work today (ORD mood lah ahahaha), and drove to work for the first time on a weekday, coz I know for sure that dad won't go to work.

I messaged to my boss asking when she can release me and she told me my last date here will be on the 24th June. YahoOoOo!!! Mat said it's ok for me to join them on the 4th July ;) Asked for a testimonial from her and she just answered 'yes'. Haiii... macam nak tak nak aje... whatever laaaa... I faxed over my signed contract to the agency shortly after to confirm my start date.

During lunchtime, me, E, M, and D thought of going to lunch, just the 4 for us. Intended to go to the Pasir Panjang nasi lemak there... very nice sambal. Sekali tup tup, A, our TL came out and said she's joining us... alamakkKkK... spoil the fun... But ok lah har... this would be the last few times I'll hang out with her... hehehehe... We all took my car to there... and E drove back just to have a feel of my Chevy... he seemed quite impressed! The way he drove, I could have a heart attack sia...

When I came home, Mastura called me from Sweden tanya khabar... Alhamdulillah happy to hear that she's doing fine and she will be giving birth end of this month, I wish her all the best. So she was just talking to me abt all the preggie stuffs... seram jugak ye... hehehehe... But it's all normal and natural lah har... She asked how me and N are doing and I told her what happened. She said it's a norm for the orang-orang Europe camtu nyer calculative... ohhhh padan lahhh... of course not all, but generally those who don't stay with their families will have this lacking in them. She gave me an example whereby her mom-in-law borrowed a glass of oil from a neighbour, and the neighbour did ask for the oil back, kalau kita sudah laaa, sikit lebih kurang sudah lerrrr. Also the girlfriends of her brothers-in-law, will only wash their own dishes after eating and wouldn't even bother to wash the extra fork in the washing basin. Geez, that's too extreme sia... I know N isn't the extreme type... in fact I thought he has been generous... everytime when his friends/family come to his house, he would really prepare all the nice food and everything... but now... sigh... I dunno what to say... I find it hard to believe he turned to someone whom I dunno...

After that, B, my ex-colleague and my soon-to-be-colleague, my ever-so-notti-Chinese-abang-but-he's-the-one-who-recommended-me-to-BC smsed me saying that he had a chat with Mat and Mat was very impressed with me... and said, 'do you want to know more?' I immediately called him laaa... hehehehe... Mat was very impressed with my professionalism (dey that one I know also, he told me before) but the great news was that he is confident in me that he's already planning to convert me to a perm staff should there be a headcount available! Wahhh!!! Thank you Mat!!! I LOVE YOU!!! HAHAHAHA... You are sooooo tweeet!!! I haven't even started working yet you trusted me... wow... am impressed with him as well... Ok ok I must really work hard and smart in BC and show my very best!!! Mmuaaaah mmuuuuaaaah for Mat!!! Nanti aku belanja kau lunch!!! Ahahahaha!!!

Crappy Resort

2005-06-03T15:06:00.000+08:00

We departed from S'pore at 8.15am, was supposed to be out by 8am but my mom forgotten to bring her speech paper. Then bapak aku mengamok. Boleh gitu. Kalau orang lambat dia ngamok, bila dia lambat, dia tersengih-sengih eh. Chet. All the way dia diammmm jer pat kereta.

Yes we are heading to Rompin Beach Resort for our 4th extended family day organized by the family members from Malaysia.

Rompin is somewhere in Pahang so we had to drive via the east coast way... that pathetic one way lane all the way...

The weather had been so hot... I slept behind at the car. Didn't dare to drive in Malaysia especially when it was only a lane... no confidence to overtake cars.

We convoyed with 2 other cars (my cousins). Reached Rompin town around 2pm and headed straight to the toilet at a petrol kiosk. Aku tak ley tahan kencing, aku pi tempat toilet lelaki muahkahkaha... pastu aleh-aleh pintu terbukak, mak kau panic siak!!! Nasib baik apek tak bukak pintu besar!!! Didn't see anything phew!!! Hahahaha!!!

We ate at this pathetic stall. Lauk nyer lemau seh. Tapi lapar nyer pasal sental jer laaa... Got 2 ikan gorengs for this very beautiful siamese blue-eyed stray. Kalau boleh aku cam nak bawak balik jer...

Then we relek-relek there while waiting for another cousin. Me and Ayu (sedara aku lah bukan Yuyu) went to this shop. Dah nak blah baru discover ada this interesting shop. Sekejapan beli tudung. Tapi tudung simple-simple jer RM5 for each aku beli 4. First time seh aku spent only RM20. Kalau tau aku tak payah tukar S$50 seh.

Bila sesampai nyer kat Rompin Beach Resort tu... humph, confirm tengok dari luar dah crappy. Once we got our room keys, my parents and I went into the room. I was horrified. Terribly horrified. Sekejapan aku nyer muka masam. The room was hideously crappy, the floors were wet (when we went in with our feet, flooring lagi hitam), spiderwebs on the ceiling (FD's friends), with only 2 pathetic single beds and 1, yes one pathetic SUPER THIN mattress. Aku tak pernah nampak tilam senipis gitu. Flooring nyer dah lah bukan carpet (aku anti hotels tak de carpet). Aku dah bingittttt amat siak. We paid so much per person and in the end I have to end up like this. I was sulking all the way, didn't even wanna go out. My weekend will not be enjoyable at all.

My mom dah seram dah aku dah mengamok badak. She went to my cousin requesting for a room hahaha... and got it, so I moved up to the 3rd floor. Ahhh better sikit. Cleaner and ada carpet. Happy sikit aku.

I was even getting serious abt getting out of the resort and find another much better one of my own should there be no other rooms.

Ok ah nanti aku sambung balik cerita hari Saturday ni, aku nak gi buat keje.

Talked with boss

2005-06-02T13:00:00.000+08:00

I had a good chat with boss just now. She supported me to go. We both know that there are no career progression here.

Only outstanding issue is abt the end date. The company may not be able to release me within 2 weeks. Probably I will have to start in July itself or the last week of June. Details to be confirmed.

But I'm glad that my boss supported of this career movement.

WOOHOO!!!

2005-05-31T19:30:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling at the top of the world now WOOOOHOOOOO!!!

The second round of interview was a killer. Mat told me that it should be a simple one; just for the formality with 2 other managers from other departments. So ok lah I did not prepare myself at all. The interview I had with Mat and the tl was a good one so I'd imagine that this would be a simpler one.

Waited in the room, an Indian guy came in... ok shook hands... then a salmon came in... I nearly fainted. Fainted becoz he looked so much like CPu!!! I was shocked!!! For a while I was thinking what the hell is CPu doing here?!?! But ok after a bit of scrunitization, he was not. Phew!!! Terpanjat kejap akak.

For the first half the Indian mgr did all the questioning... very cheem sia... this questions were a lot tougher than those posted than M and TL... asked me what is my career direction, what can I bring from my current co to the bank, what made me want to switch over, what do I know abt the bank... ayoyo... aku bedal jer lah... That salmon (he's married, got a ring on his finger, but anyways like very sombong, I won't be interested anyways) yes he looked sombong and so serious, did not smile at all. Came the second part it was his turn. And I nearly fainted. I think it is the equivalence of Donald Trump's associates doing the interviews for the apprentice. So damn bloody tough. This guy obviously looked through EVERY SINGLE DETAIL in my resume. Practically EVERYTHING.

He even went to the details what was I doing back in 1999 to 2001 before I was employed. Actually that time member took advanced diploma, but kept failing in Maths... retake, reunit, retake... sua lah dropped the whole thing off even though paid the full sum of the course and all those retakes and reunits... It was I think for only a few months that I bummed around before I got into here. But I couldn't possibly tell him that right? Sure kena slap left right center... So I bs a bit ah, saying that I was doing part time tutoring... and he asked was it hard to get a job... I said yes lah coz I had no experience... and dia boleh tanya lagi ni, what were you feeling? Eh dey sua lah cerita zaman lama aku pun dah lupa lah (apa kan lagi cerita tipu eh hehehe). I just came out straight with it lah... bummed around and created websites with HTML (that time HTML tengah on lah hahaha)...

Dia tanya soalan aku macam nak setengah mampos, apa dia tanya pun aku tak paham tapi main whack jer lah asalkan aku jawap... Good thing I did not stumble on my words or stagger... I answered spontaneously but with CRAPPY ANSWERS hahaha... Aku dah ley dapat title Bollywood... jawapan aku sume run around pokok kelapa hahahaha... There were twice that he had to repeat his questions becoz I did not answer his questions fully... Hahahaha... He really digged into each and every inch of the hole ok... from my exposure, my project experience and involvements to planning and implementation and everything... makdicow... aku project main sental jer lah... asalkan play a part as a minor team member sua... But seriously I was really dumbfounded on all of his questions but like I said I managed to just run around the bush... hahahaha...

The interview lasted for 40 minutes... then Mat came in. Eh this Mat not bad ah... very metrosexual fella... very funky trendy type. Best nyer dapat manager cam dia... berkobar-kobar aku nak report kat dia camni MUAHKAHKAHA... He asked how was it... me being comfortable talking to him I said it was a really tough one!!! Even tougher than the session I had with you!!! Hahaha... He laughed... I said I was drained... and very thirsty in fact. Boleh gitu member korang? Lagi boleh cakap aku haus eh... hahaha... So he walked me out, opened the door, pushed the lift button and everything, briefed me that he will receive an email each from both of the interviewers with their feedback by lunchtime. Once a green light is given, then HR and agency will start processing things.

Ok... once I got out from the office, I called J and B to update them... immediately went to 7-11 to buy a bott of green tea... I was sooooo thirsty ok... In the cab I was feeling quite uncertain, thanks to that CPu twin. He drilled me. Tossed and turned me around. If I don't make it through, it's thanks to him :)

These days I have no mood at all to work really. I think even if not for the new job, I feel that I can no longer contribute anything anymore...

I waited and waited and waited for incoming emails. None. Came back from lunch, none. Went for another drilling session abt my project with my tl (ni pompuan tengah mood semacam), came back, none. Eh what's happening sia. Maybe tak dapat ke. Aku tak sabar ni. Emailed Natalie the agent and she replied promptly but with uncertain response saying that I will be hired under a different agency becoz it was B who referred to me and said that she was sure the interview went great. Hello dey, sure?! Not a good one...

I went down to the lobby (eksen gi toilet ah), called Natalie, she was not around. Then I immediately called Mat. Mat was so surprised that I hadn't hear anything from their HR and the agency. But nonetheless, yes I GOT IT!!! YES!!! WOOHOO!!! He said that the feedback he received was very positive!!! WOOHOO!!! I feel like shouting out loud happily sia!!! Mat said that he will call the HR and get them to call me asap... but till now, none. But he agreed that I should get the contract signed first before I tender. Yeeehaaaa!!!

For now, aku tak sabar siak nak campar itu surat to their faces!!!

I hope the details will be filled in soon!!!

I've even got the template and even the farewell email to colleagues ready... hahahaha...

And oh yes, I heard there are many other people leaving this company as well... Well good luck titanic, you're gonna sink soon hahaha... boleh tutup kedai sua...

Quick Update

2005-05-26T20:33:00.000+08:00

I'm rushing off home now but just a quick update.

It has been a hell of a week in the office... am so busy with project and tonnes of tickets arghhhh!!!!

I have to make a tough decision by this weekend with regards to the opportunity given by BC. M emailed me saying that they are keen to hire me with the amount per month... my eyes almost popped out sia. K, k this one must seriously consider... contract or no contract... take it positively whereby if I perform well then I can be converted to a perm staff, like what happened to B, the close ex-colleague of mine. And like that B advised, if I don't find BC a suitable place to work, then in the process of 6 months, I can start looking for another. Which is true. I got in touch with an agent from Hudson and she will go through with me the TCs of the contract so that I have a better understanding of what's going on and decide over the weekend.

Been here for more than 4 years and it's high time for me to move on.

I have so many things on my mind at the moment... my tight finance for this month, the DK trip (which am getting the air tickets tomorrow), my piles of work, Sat have to come back for training, next week go Pahang, ARGHHHHH!!!

I have a huge zit on my chin!!! :((

Incomplete by Backstreet Boys - specially dedicated to Ninemo

2005-05-23T16:55:00.000+08:00

Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can't find no rest
Where I'm going is anybody's guess

I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete

Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It's written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake

I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete

I don't mean to drag it on, but I can't seem to let you go
I don't wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (alone)

I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete

Incomplete

My boring Monday...

2005-05-23T13:47:00.000+08:00

I am feeling very full from the nice nasi lemak I had with my 2 guys colleagues at West Coast area... a shop along the The Cheese Prata shop. What a hot and humid day it has been...

The guys were asking me a whole lot of questions abt the Chevy Optra... eh dey, I only know how to drive lah don't ask me anything abt how this works, what this does, how's the rate and everything... hehehe...

I am just breezing through surfing the net... didn't do a single ticket... hahaha...

Came across this http://www.moblog.com.sg/blog/wgg where Wolfgang from Eye for A Guy writes his blog... I posted a comment there... hehehe... Aiseyman this guy is damn cool sia... If Denise doesn't want him, can I have him??? Hehehehe!!!

He's super cute lah... half German half Singaporean... investment banker... what more can I ask for? And he gave a Cartier pendant ok! Then kena suan by the rest of the guys... so poor thing... Yet he's so humble...

I shall keep a tab on his blog and post more comments... who knows can be friends friends one day??? Hahaha... perasan siak aku.

Pic of my Ninemo

2005-05-23T09:21:00.000+08:00

Ok ladies... here's a pic of my Ninemo cutie taken during his recent trip to Berlin!

http://img.villagephotos.com/p/2005-4/996279/NiniHubby.jpg

Not feeling well

2005-05-23T09:04:00.000+08:00

I didn't feel well since yesterday night. I was expecting to watch the finale of The Apprentice 2 to see my darling Kelly Perdew win but they were showing the movie "A Beautiful Mind" instead. Suddenly I could feel that my body condition dropped... feel so hot, my throat all dried up and I feel super weak.

I woke up several times last night coz I felt really uncomfortable.

Now my throat is killing me!!! Don't tell me I'm getting a flu?! ARGHHHH NOOOOO... I just took MC last 13th May!!!

Am working right now in the office... seems to be quiet... hmmm very good... I can just relax and take it easy... hehehe... ;P

Emotional Ride

2005-05-21T23:59:00.000+08:00

It has been an emotional ride for me today. I hate being alone. Yes sis FD, today I went through the same experience you had recently. Being alone, thinking abt myself. Thinking abt the future. It seemed bleak.

As I write this on my notepad, I am having a picture of me and N as my wallpaper and am constantly looking at it. Throughout my life of 25 years, I have never met such a wonderful person as N is. He is the best and will always be. Tears are trickling down my cheeks now... I have always wondered if I could ever meet someone as good as him.

Last few days when I was alone in my room, I went through my saved files... read all those old emails dated back in 2003 when I first started knowing N. Such sweet memories... from a helpdesk phonecall I made to report a problem to Europe IT (he answered my phonecall), to those wonderful correspondences we made through emails and eventually phonecalls, to visits to Singapore. I have always enjoyed his company. I have always been comfortable when I am with him. I am who I am when I am with him. There's nothing that I hide from this man. Throughout our coming to 2.5 years of relationship, we seldom get into serious fights. Probably it is because that we are not here together physically. But still. Maintaining a long distance relationship requires a high degree of trust and commitment. And we do. We trust each other. We are committed. We have always put aside time for each other. He even goes to the extend of postponing his meetings with his friends to later at 8pm-9pm DK time (which is like 2am-3am SG time), and tells them that he needs to talk to me and put me to sleep before he could go out. He has been my best friend. Someone who listens and empathize.

I am not looking for a life bed of roses. Much abt my fantasies of getting a rich husband who can support me and me just being a happy contented housewife, I realise you can't have the best of both worlds. Well, perhaps such men do exist. Rich, nice and all, but where are they? All taken up? Or somewhere hiding? I can jolly well dream on abt my fantasies...

N lives life to its simplicity. He is a simple person. A little apartment, all neat with furnitures. He cleans, does his own laundry, cooks, and everything. How I adore his abilities. I think I myself isn't that hardworking as him when it comes to doing the house chores. I began to think. Probably simplicity is the best. You don't have to worry abt much things. You don't have to compete with your fellow friends abt what type of house you are living in, what furnitures you have, what designer labels you wear. I admire N's simplicity. He's working humbly in the library despite his qualifications and experience. The most important thing for him is being happy. He does not like to be stressed so much. So working in the library accommodates his needs.

Due the currency difference that we have, and where N is living in DK where tax rates are very high, he manages his finance well. He has no debts. He lives life simply. Goes for holidays. Saves a bit. And now, paying for my air tickets and the ticket for the Roskilde Festival... which I am so grateful of.

Will I ever find someone like him? Or better than him? I have no idea... but at the moment, I highly doubt so.

I have heard so much undesirable stories of relationships and men in particular... real good men are rare nowadays. Almost extinct. Or is it that I have to meet them? But how? When?

I am not desperate to find a partner. Not that I cannot survive on my own. But it's just my need to have a companion. I want to love and to be loved. I want to have a nice happy family. Especially now when I am 25... I ought to be having someone and get moving on things.

Earlier on I spoke to N, as usual our conversations are always full of life. Cheery. Laughters. Lotsa teasing. Always loved them.

It started when I told him abt my "friend" T and his relationship. Of course not telling him that I have been seeing this guy and all those cheapskate experiences, but I shared with him abt T's past relationsip. Abt how he sacrificed everything and moved to Singapore for the love of S and how he was being dumped. I could feel that N sympathises with what happened. He shared his viewpoint... he thinks that T could have been madly in love with S that he loses all the practical side of things that now he's losing all things. I asked him, so does that mean you are not madly in love with me? He said, "Of course honey... I am in love with you. But at the same time we have to be practical. We do love each other so much but at the same time we cannot compromise a lot of things when it comes to marriage."

He is so right abt that. Yes, I mean love is important, but in a marriage, it has to be practical too. Now that we find there are a lot of things that we cannot compromise, so why force ourselves in committing into something that you don't believe in? But reality hurts. My heart crashed. I cried to him. I cried so much in fact. I can't bear the thought that we can never be together. Just when I have found someone whom I can get along so well with. Someone who is my soulmate. Yet there isn't gonna be a future for us. It is so unfair...

I posed him a question, how long are we going to continue with this? He said calmly "Until you have found your investment banker! (he was teasing me and giggled...) No honey, when you have found someone suitable for you, let me know, and I can step back. But in any time you don't find him suitable, please let me know... I'll come back to you... Otherwise we can always continue with our relationship until we die..." Why is he too good to be true...

I asked him if it is ok for me to start dating guys... and he said yes. Although he admitted that he will be sad, but at the same time, he will be happy for me. He knows that I want to have a husband to take care of me, a family and all, and he knows he cannot fulfill that. Such a sacrifice that he is making...

Deep down in my heart, I know that he's the best. Unless a prince charming comes along to sweep off my feet, one of whom is obviously better than N, probably things will be different. But just the thought of the recent date I had with T, I am beginning to lose faith. So much so for all his doings. Even if T was good, I feel that heart belongs to the N and I can't open up.

I am completely lost. All I pray for is that may there be someone ideal for me... and may I meet him soon... Insya-Allah... He for sure does not have to be some investment banker (enough abt my fantasies!), all I need is someone whom I am comfortable with, whom we can communicate, understand, sensitive to each other's need, and a best friend. He does not need to be rich. It'll be alright if he's making a decent living :) And oh yes, I don't just go for the pink salmons ;) In reality, I'd prefer ikan sepats and selars. All ready-made :)

I'm gonna stop here and wash up... I've been crying too much. After that, I'll call N who has been waiting for me for the past 30 mins!

Hmm... fishy fishy...

2005-05-21T20:30:00.000+08:00

T did not asked me anything abt the msg. PHEW!!!!!!! What a relief!!!

He SMSed me few times today and gave a short call just asking how things are going. That's all.

But still. Quite fishy huh. How come he did not get curious abt what happened?!

J said it served him right. He ought to get that msg and ought to know that he's such a cheapskate. Hahahaha... Yeah! But not ideally my way lah. I'd rather torture him slowly...

Geez, just when I was abt to feel all victorious abt my plans... arrrghhhh.

Date with T

2005-05-20T23:59:00.000+08:00

Our course ended at just 3.30pm. Nothing went to my head throughout the whole entire course, barely doing the minimum lab exercises and walah, I got the certificate! Hahaha...

I told T that I had finised the course... he was still stucked at work and could only meet up like 5.30pm. Hmmm... I was thinking that tonight may not be possible to meet due to the BBQ thingy. So I gave it a go to meet him up earlier. My initial plan was to meet him at Tiong Bahru Plaza itself... but counting the number of hours I have to spend there, I could really faint. There wasn't anything much there and to be actually hanging out there till like 6pm then going off like 30 mins later would defeat the purpose. So instead I offered to go to town area. L and I went around Tiong Bahru Plaza for a bit before I took the train off to Orchard.
While waiting for T at Far East Plaza, I walked around the basement and I was totally amazed at the number of shops selling cute mary janes and alike. Wow!!! Just when I am on a tight budget, having only barely less than $20 in my key pouch... I was just abt to indulge myself to get these cute pair of grey shoes with a huge rose on which only costs $9.90!!! Although it was size 40, my feet were strained! ARGHHHH!!! I had to part with that cute pair of shoes, sadly :(

T arrived at 5.45pm and he was all dressed in this crispy cross-checked long sleeved shirt with smart striped pants. For a while I could have pengsan-ded there. I have this weak thing for guys in crispy long sleeved shirts and smart pants... especially cross checked ones. Hehehehe ;) Well, I complimented on his shirt (couldn't help it!) and he said it was from Zara. Humph.

He did not bring anything along and said that he had to go back to office to finish up ends. And was so against my idea of sending all the way back to Jurong East by bus. He was very reluctant! Hahahaha... So there, we didn't know what to do. He was suggesting that we have coffee but I didn't feel like having coffee (thinking aback, why was I stupid? I should've gone for the offer!!!) then I suggested that we sit at Scotts Shopping Centre where there are plenty of benches around.

So there we sat... and as usual he began to talk abt his rental issues and his ex-gf. Ok, for now I am truly lazy to write abt what he said. I'm totally not interested with his affairs with S. All those stories and what not shows so much that he's still very much in love with S. There came to a point when he said that S's current relationship isn't working; and I just snapped, telling him why don't S just dump the current bf and go back to you?! He explained that S made it clear that she won't go back to him becoz HE HAS NO MONEY. HAHAHAHAHA THIS PART MADE ME LAUGHED SO LOUD IN MY HEART. Lucky I was able to control myself sia. LOL.

He asked me is money that important to me. Ok this part I had to just say my opinion was. I mean yeah true enough abt money on the subject, I can't deny that it is important. But not to the extend of having all the luxury and things like that. And if I were to chose between a rich guy with a lot of gold (aka money) over a guy who has a heart of gold, I'd choose the latter. (OBVIOUSLY I DON'T CATEGORIZE HIM As THE LATTER EITHER HAHA). I mean come on, let's face the reality, we can't have the best of both worlds! He listened to me attentively and agreed.

While talking, I saw my godbrother coming out from a shop with some baggages. He lives behind my block and it's been ages since the last time I saw him. He's all tall and adult now (I think he's 18 or 19). Then later he came up to me and salam my hands and we began talking. He signalled to me asking who was that, and I just told him he's my friend, and continued chatting for like 10-15mins. T was totally ignored hahaha... When our conversation ended, T asked who was that, and why didn't I introduced my godbro to him. HAHAHAHA!!! I TOTALLY FORGOT SIA!!! HAHAHAHA!!! Covered myself up that I did told my godbro that T is my friend... but you know, I didn't introduce themselves formally. MUAHKAHKAHKAH... I'm sure T was turned off by that but what the heck!!!

I got shocked when I was it was already 6.45pm on my watch and hurried down to the taxi stand at Far East Plaza. For once, T opened and closed the cab door for me. Before that, we decided to meet up later after the BBQ. Comparing the BBQ with all the colleagues whom I don't fancy, and meeting up T, I'd rather go with the latter, especially when there are so many things that I wanna teach this guy.

Reached downstairs at 7.10pm and switched over to the car. Drove to IMM to meet the others and convoyed to the Parc Oasis condo. The BBQ was darn boring. No interactions at all. Everybody stucked to their own groups. My boss did not even blink at me. Jealous kapa aku pakai lawa-lawa? Hahahaha... Ok L, if you don't understand this, I was saying that probably that she's jealous that I was quite dressed up. As I've already told you, my boss couldn't stand other people looking better than her :P I sat down with M, a new Malay girl colleague and had quite an interesting conversation with her. Around 9.15pm, T called to say that he's reaching Holland V. Yes I told him to meet up at Holland V. He asked where to meet up, so I suggested TCC. Shortly after, he called again he couldn't find where TCC is. Duh. Ok fine. At the same time there were plenty of leftovers and everyone was asked to tapao back. T did mention to me that he was hungry (AS USUAL, HE BECOMES HUNGRY WHENEVER HE MEETS ME) and hadn't had his dinner yet. Moi, tapao-ed food for him, noodles, some mixed vege, duck dish, BBQed chicken, prawns and sotong and some kuehs. He called again to inform that he reached Holland V. And I am still there hahaha... Good good, make him wait.

Told him that I tapao-ed some food for him, so probably we just need to sit down and eat with all these free food, and got him to buy drinks!!! I couldn't think of anything but SNAPPLE. Snapple costs less then $2 right?? He asked me where to get it, informed him at the Cold Storage. I then rushed all the way to Holland V where he waited for me at the taxi stand... he waited for me for abt 20 mins by then hahaha...

We didn't know where to go... and it's gonna be a mess for him to be eating in my car. He's very good at maps I must say, so he began to look for parks nearby in my street directory and the closest was Kent Ridge Park... which I've never been to. So drove there, found a nice bench with an awesome view of the lights of the seaport... I was amazed. How I wish N was beside me instead of T.

We talked again abt his renting issue and ex... sigh... Another 'interesting' subject which came across when was someone sent him an SMS. It was an Indian lady he met in a bar, and this lady approached him and was all swooning over him... saying that he's handsome, and how she loved his blue eyes... eerrkkKkSss... BIMBO!!! Confirm SPG. He's handsome meh?! Low taste lah this lady. Apparently she was asking him when shall they meet. T claimed that he's trying to get her to join his wine membership. But obviously too, this lady here has other ulterior motives. T said this "Although I have never slept with an Indian woman before, I don't find her attractive at all" WAH?!? There you go, I shot one right back at him "Are you trying to have your own collection of the different races of girls at different countries that you sleep with?!" HAHAHA... He wasn't happy... he said no, he doesn't have any collection. Yeah right. Sua lah, your statement had already strongly depict that!

J called me twice asking how it was going on but I couldn't talk much since it's a nice quiet (but there were a lot of ah peks chattings and couples), but she did give me a signal to SMS her when I'm ready to go home, so that she could pretend to call me and be my mom. Have to leave ASAP and leave T there. HAHAHA KENT RIDGE SOME MORE, SO ULU.

We were just chatting and chatting, enjoying the nice view and all. N was on my mind all the time. Wished it was him instead. Did talk abt N to T, and T once again noticed the glow in my face whenever I talk abt N and asked if I still loved him. I told him right off, I have never hated N, and I have always loved N up till now. Hahaha... Again he feared that I would ignore him when I come back from DK. Yeah right. Sua lah. You can continue to do your collection to your list.

Time passed by so quickly was passed midnight. I told him my mom would be mad... and I can't send him home, so I would leave him here. HAHAHA... He got scared for a while... HAHAHA... But asked me to drive him anywhere outside so that he could get a cab. Ok fine... as I drove down, there were actually plenty of cabs and I actually did tell him that he could alight and take those cabs. But there, he was GROANING!!! HE GROANED THAT HE HAD ONLY $20 IN HIS WALLET AND HE DIDN'T WANNA SPEND A LOT OF MONEY ON CABS, AND BLAH BLAH BLAH. ALSO THAT HE FEARED THAT HE WON'T HAVE ENOUGH MONEY SINCE THEY WOULD CHARGE MIDNIGHT FEE. I TOLD HIM NOT TO WORRY COZ WHEN I TOOK THE CAB FROM TOWN TO HOME IT WAS ONLY $11, SO FOR SURE IT'S GONNA BE ENOUGH FOR HIM. ALTHOUGH DEEP INSIDE MY HEART, I WAS HOPING THAT THE MONEY WON'T BE ENOUGH. HAHAHAHAHA... HE GROANED. I totally IGNORED him and instead I was ALL SMILING. HAHAHAHAHA...

Ok lah I'm not that cruel, I sent him to Clementi taxi stand where there was a long queue of cabs. Told him to sms me when he gets back.
Ok this is the syiok part of the story. While driving back home, I was smiling victoriously. At least I have succeeded with some items :
1) Made him travel from town to Holland V (caused him to pay for his cab $)
2) Made him waited with hunger
3) Got him to buy me Snapple
4) Suan him off with the collection statement
5) Dropped him conveniently at Clementi (caused him to pay for his cab $)

As soon as I reached home, I was relieved that my parents went to sleep... hehehe... SO THE FIRST THING I DID WAS TO SEND AN SMS "I DROPPED T OFF AT CLEMENTI. HE WAS GROANING ALL THE WAY HAD ONLY $20 IN HIS WALLET. I COULDN'T CARE LESS INSTEAD I JUST SMILED. HAHAHAHA..." AND SENT OVER. MY BRAIN TOLD ME TO SEND OVER TO J, AND LATER L. BUT MY FINGERS PRESSED T. AND SENT. I TURNED PALE. SHIT SHIT SHIT!!! WENT TO MY SENT ITEMS AND FOUND THAT THE SMS WAS SENT TO T INSTEAD! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I PENGSAN-DED. DEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP SHIT. JUST AS WHEN I SENT THE SMS OVER, T SENT ONE TO ME "Hey there. Made it back home safely. It was good seeing you again. Sweet dreams. Talk to you tomorrow." OH F F F!!! THERE'S NO WAY I COULD RETRIEVE BACK! Soon after he replied with this ":( sorry..." WARGH!!!!!!!!! I became numb. Bloody hell. Me and my fingers. Shit!!! Tried calling J but she didn't answered, could've been sleeping. I just need someone to tell abt this, totally panicked. Sis FD first came into my mind, this batsy girl hehehe... She was also shocked to hear this and had experienced this before... I had such experiences before... but this is wow. Overwhelming. The message I thought was kinda harsh. Luckily I didn't use vulgarities, like using Toad instead of T, or whatever. Sheesh!!!
Blood rushed through my head and I panicked to find a way out. I smsed him saying that my mom stayed up and gave me a short lecture. He got concerned and replied what happened and what did my mom say... I only said that she nagged at me. My cover was that if he ever contronts, I'm gonna say that it was meant to be sent to J, the first part of the SMS was that I told J my mom gave me a lecture... so therefore the second message whereby I couldn't care less abt giving him a lift coz I was already in deep shit. Something like that lah. Sounds stupid but that's the only cover up. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

Chatted with FD till 2.15am... then washed up and called N. Had a good talk with him. I couldn't sleep till 4am.

I wish when I wake up, things will be ok.

My NiNi ChuBBy HuBBy

2005-05-20T11:19:00.000+08:00

I told N yesterday that he looked super darn cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... Kept calling him cute and he said "No honey, I'm not cute at all! I'm chubby now!" Hahaha... Ya lah since when did I say that you are cute as in cute and charming and all? LOL Told him "Yeah you are chubby, so that's why I'm calling you cute!" Hahahaha... He then said "Ah ok... hehehe..."

Poor Nini... hehehe... If you wonder why I call him Nini, is becoz we watched a White Ninja story before... and he liked that a lot, and therefore called himself Nini... hehehe...

I've got a new nickname for him... Nini Nemo... or Ninemo for short... hehehe...

Got hold of an agency yesterday, managed to get a quotation for Thai Airways at $1346 including taxes. The lady will reserve a ticket for me and will update me next week once confirm. One thing settled! Phew!!! Ninemo was very happy to hear that! ;-D

First plan to kick off

2005-05-20T11:17:00.000+08:00

I managed to piss T yesterday. It was just a short phonecall and I managed to make him peeved for 2 items :

1) Told him abt the sex and the city story that I had with that guy friend of mine via SMS. He obviously sounded unhappy - was not responsive at all and just commented "I think you just have your own way for guys" and snapped me off the conversation and talked abt tomorrow (which is today). I think he's jealous hahaha...

2) Suggested that he meet me after I finish class today at 5pm. Initially he wanted to meet me after the BBQ but I told him I'm afraid that could be impossible coz I dunno what time the BBQ ends. So there you go; 5pm-7pm = shorter time to spend with him. I went to the Jurong East library yesterday after class and enjoyed myself there in the quiet room... could really sleep! There's a cafe at the library, so I'm gonna make him go all the way to Jurong East to the cafe. Since it's supposed to be quiet, we can't afford to talk much haha! (Have yet to tell him abt this JE plan though). He suggested that we go for dinner. AGAIN DINNER? CONFIRM SIA, WHEN COMES TO ME, IT REMINDS HIM TO EAT. I told him straight off, "Well you can have dinner yourself, I have to reserve my tummy for the BBQ." HAHAHAHA...

Today I brought along my small bag, with my small LV key pouch, which contained just my EZlink card, my IC and driving lincense and cash = no more than $50!!! Haha!!! And if we were to go to JE, it'll be darn boring with nothing to do... if he's hungry, he can jolly well eat at any fastfood outlets there! Haha!

Let me go and suggest this to him and hear what he has to say... hahahaha...

It's been really a fun day...

2005-05-19T16:31:00.000+08:00

I had a blast full of fun today. Me and L were enjoying ourselves in class blogging and tagging endlessly... and also me entertaining this horny guy friend of mine until he "shooted" LOL OK details spared... Hahaha... Very fun... Don't feel like working sia tomorrow... Feeling quite sad leh tomorrow is the last day of this class... no sit beside L anymore and having fun :(

Ok I'm ciao-ing very soon... Will be back tomorrow! Yeeehaaa!!!

T just called

2005-05-19T14:30:00.000+08:00

T just called when I was having my lab practise.

Speaking abt the lab practise THIS DAMN COURSE COSTS $2395?!?! OMG!!! Wasted sia wasted. Moi learnt NOTHING. NOTHING AT ALL. Been playing around. Blogging around. Chit chatting with L. Hehehe...

T asked how was I doing and everything... apologised that he couldn't talk to me much this week coz work's been hectic for him... (yeah yeah) so I said it's ok... No worries abt that... Of course lah... I couldn't be bothered sia.

And henceforth he told me that he'd like to see me soon coz it's been a long time since we met (hello, it was only last Monday ok?! That you have digged my $4.50!!!). And thought of meeting my up tomorrow after the BBQ. Dey gila ah? My BBQ dunno finish what time and it's at JE. Don't think he would want to travel that far?! But hey, maybe I should huh... see if he'd want to sacrifice the journey to get there haha!

But I just replied him that I'm not sure how... and asked if he's free on Saturday... he said he has no plans yet. But anyways told him that I need to check with mom first if she has something on for me. Hahaha...

Ok girls, I'm gonna start kicking things off!!!

Wacky D!!!

2005-05-19T14:27:00.000+08:00

Sis FD just told me that actually she did first reply to my SMS abt the one word. Her description of me is WACKY. Mmmm I like this one a lot. Me = Wacky. Correcto. Hehehe...

FD : Wacky
Celine : Sweet

Me so wacky, that these men are just freely telling me their corny things. Hahahaha...

T with all his sex and the city talks.

And justttt now... one of my guy friends just SMSed me saying that there was a girl who made a pass at him at a POSB counter and he went oooohfffttt!!! Described this girl as "Tall, slim, fair, friendly, attracted my attention 7/10... but..." I asked impatiently but what?!?! He said "But her body not 'power' ah!!! Muahkahkaha" I asked him "What do you mean by not power??" At this time I feel like asking him "Eh then you think you so power izzit?!?!" TYPICAL OF MEN!!! They only want power girls but they themselves?!?! HUMPH!!!

He answered "The top and the bottom must be "jack" ah... Muahkahkahkah". Aku cam nak terajang aje ni budak hehehe... tak ah main-main jer... hehehe... Eeeeiisshhh... gatal tol...

So I asked him back "So you think you are "jack" yourself lah huh?" He replied "Yes, my front is VERY jack! Muahkahkaha" Aduiii what the hell is this... hahahaha...

I teased him if he's feeling "hot" now... and he replied "Yes, 24-7 ;)" Ish ish ish...

He's going to Australia for his studies and I told him to go and find one minah saleh there... sure everywhere "jack"... hahaha... And he agreed!!! He said he'll find one who is a muslim and all... I asked him to find one for me!!! Then he asked if I want a "jack" one... I teased him back "Of course, if not, no kick!!!" Hahahaha... I just have to pull his leg even more!!! Hahahaha...

So yes, I am indeed WACKY!!! WACKY D!!!

Oh yes FD sayang... memang lah some sals sombong... but there are friendly ones too... you cuba senyum sikit kat you... they'll senyum even more, kalah Darlie toothpaste nyer iklan... hehehehe... ;) Good luck!

A good start

2005-05-19T10:08:00.000+08:00

Had a good start for the day. When I board the MRT, there was a sal standing, and no choice I had to stand beside him. Hmmm... quite cute, probably an American or Aussie. As I look ahead, saw another salmon... blond hair, blue eyes, super fair, confirm, sure a Scandinavian. Just like my nemo. Super fair and pale. Hehehe... Now I'm quite good at distinguishing if they are a Scandi or not! Haha!

SMSed Yuyu just to disturb her... and I told her that perhaps I can pretend to lose my balance and grab this sal standing beside me... Hahaha... boleh gitu?!? She replied, what if he doesn't respond?? I said he'll sure respond lah... I'm already grabbing him so sure got reaction... hahahaha... LIKE REAL ONLY ME!!! I won't do it lah... I'm not as crazy... Just teasing Yuyu for fun ;)

Quite funny thing is, he sneaked a peak at me and I sneaked a peak at him. Peak here peak there but didn't manage to smile hahaha... Wasted. But nevermind, he's only quiteeee cute. I like CPu best. He's my nemo hehehe ;)

T SMSed me yesterday asking me when I'm free, coz he'd like to see me soon. WARGHHHH! Bad in a way but good in another. This is the time when I should start kicking off my plans. I replied to him, how, we are both broke!!! He didn't reply to that particular message of mine. Hmmm... Trying to taichi izzit?! I asked him if he has any particular days in mind... He said Friday. Yes, it's tomorrow. I replied that it could be quite tricky coz my course ends at 5pm and the BBQ is around 7.30pm-8pm. He acknowledged and told me to tell when I'm free.

HOW AH?! Should I meet him up for a short while tomorrow or Saturday and spend longer time with him and I can happily make him suffer coz I'll only bring $15-$20 to spite him?! Hahaha... But must check with mama if she has anything on Saturday or not...

One Word About Me

2005-05-19T09:39:00.000+08:00

Yesterday I received an sms from AZ my long-time-guy-friend-who'd-only-surface-up-once-in-a-green-moon (yes, blue moon can be rare but green is the most rare haha!) which was quite interesting...

"Describe me in ONE WORD. Just one! Send it to me then send this msg to 10 friends and see how many wonderful/strange things people think abt you! Text back pls, it's fun!"

I sent him back as "fun-loving" and started sending this SMS to my friends... and only some responded ;P

AZ : Sweet
TLR : Makcik (as I expected!)
Isa : Weird but in a cool, strange way (Dey, I dunno what talking you?! I asked him to describe further but he went around the coconut tree and still came up with the same words, only that they were re-arranged)

This morning from these peeps :
Yuyu : Salmon
Benson : Youarecutethatmeansuglybutadorable
Yuyu : Miang (i.e. cheeky, eh omputih cakap miang apa ah? Cheeky eh?)

I messaged back to Yuyu... melebih pulak dia ni... orang cakap ONE WORD, dia melebih... ada ke cakap aku salmon?? Aku ikan buntal lah! Hahaha... But she said whenever she sees a sal, it reminded her of me. Boleh gitu?! Hahaha... As usual, you always crack me up Yuyu!!!

Suggestion from J...

2005-05-18T14:11:00.000+08:00

"dey, i think a possible way to get back at t is to purposely go to either borders orkinokuniya and start browsing thru cheem books - who cares whether you likethem or not ....or start talking abt world events or whatever ala ben catstyle. leave t dumb and confounded.or better still, talk abt fashion and why not milano hehe ... and as if you arevery much haute couture person ....carry yr arty farty conversation thru dinner time and at the end he will begasping for breath hehe... gd idea rite....the key is : look and act smarter than him."

J's suggestion is good, but I'm not a cheem person myself! I'm only good in nonsensical talks!!! Muahkahkahkah... Wa pu cher tau anything abt world events and politicals and whatever... hehehe...

So here's my reply...

"dey i'm not a cheem person myself deyyyyy how can i catch up...maybe can try the fashion thingy hahahha dey u've been with me for so long, what is the most intelligent conversation u've heard from me?!?! looooool"

N

2005-05-18T11:53:00.000+08:00

My darling N came back from Berlin. He just sent me a pic of him with some soldiers. Dey dey dey... bertambah cute and tembam!!! Chubby hubby!!! Cute!!! Hehehe... That's it N... I'm gonna go on 3 days diet with you when I'm there... hahaha...

Yesterday he sounded firm on me... he wanted me to get my air tickets ASAP. Member macam bingit gitu that I haven't get a ticket yet...

Ok ok I'd better go and look out seriously and get one ASAP before he gets mad...

T

2005-05-18T11:40:00.000+08:00

Ok peeps here goes...

For sure sis FD and J would've known what T did to me... but for dear friend Yuyu... here's the story... and also for my own records!!!

T's becoming more and more weird and I hate that.

Here's the chronological events that happened :

Fri 13th May
- Met T at Great World City. He said he didn't have much money, had to go for cheap dinner i.e. at the foodcourt. I didn't eat coz I was feeling full and mom cooked for dinner. Accompanied him for dinner at the food court. After that he said he felt like eating something sweet. The sweet moi bought him a slice of tiramisu for $2.30 when he went to the toilet.

Sat 14th May
- Met T at Wheelock Place at around 4pm. He said he was hungry, but didn't have much money to spare. Looking at the directory there wasn't any cheap foodcourt. Moi was quite hingry too and offered to give him a treat at NYDC. Total expense : $42

Sun 15th May
- Did not go out with T. Later at night he said that he went SHOPPING at Topman?!? He said he spent abt $140. Eh HELLOOOOOOO... if you are in need of money and cutting all your expenses on food, how come you are splurging yourself on clothes?!?! I felt cheated!!!

Mon 16th May
- Met T at Plaza Singapura after my interview. He was hungry. I think ah everytime he sees my face he gets HUNGRY?!?! Muka aku ni muka makan ke?!?! Maybe it's my fats lah... Muahkahkahkah... I wasn't feeling hungry at all (coz I got excited after the good interview) then again went through the directory list... and he wanted to go to Thai Express. BUT HE HAD ONLY $15. When we reached there I saw that the prices outside... a dish may cost less than $10... so since he had only $15, I thought he could make do with a dish and just go with iced water... but NOOOOO he ordered a plate of noodles and a side dish and a drink. I only ordered avocado milkshake which costs $5.50. I was surprised... you said you only had $15 and yet you are ordering that many.
- So ok fine... we talked abt the interview, he was impressed reading my resume. Then went on to AGAIN talk abt his ex-gf... dey sua lah, you go and patch things up with her sua. Both sexually deprived of each other. I'm getting sick of hearing her b*tchy stories. Along the way, he received many sms... all from his girl friends and began to brag abt his girl friends... I sarcastically told him that he's an American Idol... what can I say... hahaha...
- After those talks (I didn't talk much, just listened to his stories), the bill came. Total was $28. And this fella only has $15 and placed the $15 on the file. I took out $20 and placed on it. He took out my other $10 from the file and gave back to me. And took out his $3 coins and gave to the waitress. DEY MALU SIAK. MALUUUUU. What kind of cheapskate GM is this?!?! I was totally, totally TURNED OFF BIG TIME abt this.
- Before leaving, he said he'll call me later. As soon as I got into the cab, I called J and told her. J was also peeved at his behaviour. We ought to come out with a plan. Revenge is sweet inded.

Is he making use of me or what?!?! I'm not a convenient meal provider!!! I mean ok fine, I'm not a calculative person... just give and take sua. Seriously I don't mind paying for meals knowing that a friend is in a financial crisis. BUT NOT WHEN THE NEXT THING I KNOW THAT YOU WENT SHOPPING?!?! What crap is this?!?!

Met sis FD on MSN and I told her abt this. She was also mad!!! Betul tak FD??? We gotta come up with a plan to kill him silently!!! Not literally killing him but have a sweet revenge!

That night he sms-ed me and I ignored. Then I switched off my hp at around 11+pm. Aku gatal pegi switch on balik at abt 12.20am and while meddling with the buttons, he actually called and I unknowingly answered the call, putting on louadspeaker and cancelled the call. I didn't know at all he called and checked on my received call, and indeed he did. Sigh. Cannot run. He sms-ed again asking if I'm alright and he said that he's concerned abt what's going on... I sms-ed him back saying that I'm alright, just that my hp went BONKERS for a short while (TIPU laaa... but seriously my hp does go kaput sometimes). He replied "Why? Is it wrong for me to be concerned abt someone I care for?" HUMPH! Sweet talk kapa?!? Then he asked if I wanna give him a call... Which I did, for only abt 5-10mins.

Tue 17th May
I was still angry... J was also. I liked the phrase where she said "gd time to throw him out of the window. but we leave him dangling by the legs first..." HAHAHAHA GOOD ONE J!!!

Made friends with this sweet girl named Linda during my course. We hit off very well instantly and I told me her abt this "interesting" story. She went mad as well. I think all women would. This sweetie even wrote me a note to suggest a revenge on him. Hehehe...

He sms-ed me all day long but I didn't reply. He even sms-ed me to say that he misses me? EeeeKkKSsS!!! He even tried to call and I ignored. Only called him much later in the evening for abt 3 mins only just to ask how's things. Haha! I didn't even call/sms after that, and so is he. Maybe he knows that I am retreating?? GOOD LAH.

My current action plans :

1) Wait for him to ask me out again. Will just bring my LV key pouch (since he brings an LV wallet but obviously EMPTY), just suffice with $10-$20, my IC and driving license. NOTHING ELSE. DEY I can also have an LV item but EMPTY lah, chet! If he wants to have dinner or whatever, now it's MY TURN to say I have no money. To save for the DK trip next month is a GOOD excuse. Point to note : See if he offers to pay. OR if he still wants to eat. If he does mind that I don't bring my money and cancel the thought abt having dinner. THAT'S IT MAN. Confirm. This man is a digger.

2) For future outings, make him pay ALL sums and don't offer any money. Those outings MUST sum up to the total sum of money I've paid.

That's all I have for now... ANY IDEAS LADIES?

P.S : RED to express my anger!!!

The Interview at BC

2005-05-17T13:30:00.000+08:00

Ok sebenar nyer aku tengah peng dengan si T. Tapi tak pe, biar aku tulis the good things first hehehe...

Arrived at BC's reception... fuhhh reception desk area dia power... macam lounge gitu... boleh baring-baring kat leather sofa... hahaha... Went in only, got 2 pink salmons going in and out (and they were quite cute)... mmm... best nyer... hehehe... Very good motivation to work... and not to mention their brand new posh office... mmm... ;)

So when Matt arrived, I was quite stunned... he looked better now... I like his dusty blond hair style... and blue eyes mmm... not bad not bad... he was just talking to me comfortably... then had me seated in their meeting room and called the other TL to join in the interview.

The interview was ok... I did a bit of selling with my experiences... then hah kau... he questioned me A LOT OF TECHNICAL QUESTIONS... I could really faint... pengsan-ded... luckily yesterday at the course we went through the definitions of TCP/IP and all that stuff... so whacked jer lah... asked me some technical definitions, scenario questions, and went through all of my technical backgrounds and questioned me. Yang aku peng was MS Office laaaa... my skills in MS Office is zilt ok... zilt... so he asked if I'm ok to answer those cheem queries coz these bankers do call in to assist with these programs... aku main cakap ok jer laaa... hahahah mampos siak...

Then he asked the part abt PST and OST... he asked me that during the past interview... but this time around he went in depth and asked where OST is stored... I said in the local or network drive and he corrected me, it should be in the C drive since it should be accessed offline... hahahah mampos... salah satu... only satu lah nasib baik...

The other Chinese TL seemed to be kinda impressed at me... kept looking at me like in contented way?? But he seemed to be a nice guy lah...

To round things up he explained a bit of what I am expecting, the working hours... I didn't ask much details abt the salary or the contract thingy lah... nanti takut kena label over confident or syiok sendiri pulak kan... so just leave it as it is...

The interview lasted for 40 mins. Before we leave, he said that this interview went on very good... again. Notice the word again hahaha... Tu lerrr that time bila dah berkobar-kobar, aleh-aleh ada headcount freeze pulak... Then I teased him lah... "Yeah it was good except for the OST..." Then he laughed and said "Oh it's alright, it was just an oversight!" Hahahaha...

Then he walked me to the service desk area... while walking aku tengok-tengok lah... ramai leh sals... tapi tempat service desk tu banyak pulak mamak... hahaha... There's one mat saleh in the team also... or was it two... mmm whatever lah... tapi ramai tetap ramai... Matt ni pun not bad jugak... hahahaha... Gatal seh aku ni... Oh by the way, he gave me his name card... ehem ehem... hehehe...

So after that they walked me to the lift and shook hands... he said it was a pleasure to see me again... hehehe... He also added that if all things are ok, I'll have to go for another second round of interview with the other managers... dey berapa banyak lah... aku ok kan aje lah...

Phew I'm so relieved!!! Met T after that at Plaza Singapura... this story I will post separately... malaun nyer jantan...

Anyways, when I came back home and checked on my email, apparently Matt sent me an email saying that the interview went very well and he will follow up with me later this week... so stay tuned!!!

Teeth falling off

2005-05-16T16:45:00.000+08:00

Can't help it but to post another one... I'm feeling damn nervous until I can feel that my teeth are weak and feel like dropping off!!! Boleh gitu??

Dab Dub Dab Dub

2005-05-16T15:01:00.000+08:00

My heart is beating faster and faster... am feeling super duper nervous now... butterflies in my tummy... jangan aku nak terberak sua... tak de gayung, tak de paip oi hahaha...

Nervous rabak seh... camne ni... ok I'd better prepare in point forms of what I'm going to intro myself to the interviewers... byeee...

Will update abt my interview tomorrow...

And at the same time I can do some eye-washing session at BC... plenty of salmons there... mmmm ;)

A ah seh in fact ada rasa cam nak terberak seh... muahkahkahkah...

aarrRrgHHhh

2005-05-16T10:27:00.000+08:00

Good morning peeps...

I'm right here having a week course of "Implementing a Microsoft Windows Server 2003 Networks" and am dying here... too techie for me... how come the company send me to this... aiyoyo... but it's ok, I'll just go for the cert to beautify my resume hehehe...

I did try to write abt the happenings in my life for the past week but the dialup connection at home killed me... everytime I try to post, the connection terminated... GRRRRRRRRRR... So I guess it'll be only next week that I can post them in the office... unless, let me see if I can insert my thumb drive in the USB port of this bulky Dell PC...

Am having a break now and feeling so groggy and cold... couldn't sleep well last night. Was too tired from the chores and feeling nervous for the interview later on today at 6pm... Wish me all the best ok...

Had an interesting conversation with T last night... T is definitely much better now, at least he LISTENS to me. I was telling him abt my mom and he sympathises me... sigh... My mom story is another whole long story to tell (which I have already wrote, waiting to be uploaded). He gave me some advises... then later told me to seek God for help and guidance which hmm... enlightens me ;) So I thank him for being there for me, and he replied, "Anytime you need me help or advice I'm here for you. You are a great person and you only deserve the best." Hmmmm... ;)

Later on then we talked abt my DK trip... he sounded funny, started asking me funny questions abt N and telling he that maybe when I come back, I'll fall in love with N and won't see him again?? Hahaha... I asked him why, is he jealous?? He admitted he was "slightly jealous"... hmmm... I probed further and asked "And why are you slightly jealous?" He said... "Hmm... becoz I like you..." Hehehehehe... Terpanjat akak dengar...

Well let's see how it goes huh...

Let me post this first before my 20 mins break is over.

I GOT A JOB OFFER!!!

2005-05-11T16:11:00.000+08:00

Just received an email from the TL of consumer services of Barclays Capital asking if I'm interested in a 6 months contract for starters! WARGHHH!!! How ah how??? He should've be more specific... is this strictly contractual... or with a possibility of converting to perm... aiyohhhh...

SMSed T (he used to work for BC) and he said when he was there, he was also on contract with a possibility of converting to perm but when the contract was expiring, they said they are not recruiting anymore... eh so tricky and risky lah!!! I'm having a headache thinking abt this now!!! I have heard of similar stories... but my dear brother Ben had his contract converted to perm within 4 months! So, the moral of the story is, you never know!!!

The plus side abt working in BC are :
1) The $$$$ is damn bloody good
2) Their office is damn cool! It's the new building at the Atrium@Orchard
3) Plenty of good looking salmons (they have international buffet spread there hahaha LOL) Went there for an interview once, and I had an eye-washing session haha

The minus side are :
1) The risk of you getting kicked out if you are not suitable / or they don't recruit anymore headcounts
2) It's far out in town area (Already my house is so damn near to my current office, yet I'm always late)
3) Atrium@Orchard is just next to Plaza Singapura = shopping!!! NO GOOD!!!
4) They have this super duper morning shift; 6am - 3pm!!! 6am?!?! My GOD!!! I can't wake up so early!!!
5) This job requires deskside support, I know nuts abt hardware!!! Also it requires dealing with finance people, so everything is critical as it involves money!!!

I can only console myself for the cons of points 2-5 that I should move on to another career stage and take it as a challenge.

I am totally lost now... what should I do?!?!

Think am gonna email to that TL and ask him more... I need to ask him for more info... He asked if I'm interested, then can arrange for an interview later this week... Aiyoyo... Me whole week on 11am - 8pm shift... and next week am on the SMS2003 course!

Been very busy!!!

2005-05-11T13:33:00.000+08:00

I've been very very occupied at work... throughout the whole week so far we've been hit by viruses... new variants of Mytob and Mydoom... yeah yeah indeed was doomsweek... non-stop phonecalls and long queue of problem tickets which requires troubleshooting... Sigh... I can really faint.

I have yet to update my blog about the happenings on Sat and Sun which were "haipening", hope to do it real soon so you guys know what's going on. T is definitely not my ideal man, really. Unless one day he proves me wrong. So I am not putting any hopes or anything alike...

Let me enjoy my nasi beriyani for lunch on my desk now and try to update my blog :)

Have to rush home now

2005-05-09T20:05:00.000+08:00

Sorry peeps can't blog anymore for today, have to rush home now... my uncle is coming over to formally invite us for her daughter's wedding. Yes, another cousin of mine is getting married, and she's only 21 or something?!?! I wonder when is my turn!!! See ya later!!!

Rollercoaster Ride

2005-05-09T19:47:00.000+08:00

For all my dear avid fans out there... the long awaiting update from me... *drumroll* Hahahaha... like real huh...

I'm not at my best today really. Sigh. The only highlight of the day was that CPu replied to Drs Love that he's doing fine, he's here in Singapore for only a day today before he flies off to Australia tomorrow for 4 weeks. Sigh. Can this guy stay put in Singapore for a while?! Sigh. Guess that's the nature of his job. Maybe I'll never get to go out with him. He'll on expat term for only 2 years and at the rate where he's flying here and there endlessly, I won't be able to see him. Drs Love wrote him a message if he still remembers her and how is he doing... so he replied he's doing Ok, and said "Of course I remember you. How could I forget!" Hehehe so sweet... and said that he's not sure when he's back in Singapore so we will have to wait and see. Sigh... but at least he replied!!! So Drs Love replied to him and called him Mr Birdy (this made me cracked up!!!) - reason being he's always flying around *LOL* Luckily she didn't name him Big Bird!!! Muahkahkahkah... She's darn funny!!! She said that she hopes CPu wouldn't be afraid to have tea with her... and take care... and keep in touch (this one I added to her email haha). He has read the message but has yet to reply to it. CPu... he always brightens up my Monday blues... but too bad the ride I've been through is quite a rough one so I was just happy for a short while.

So read on, I'm posting the updates on the dates respectively, cheat a bit ah. Look out for Fri, Sat and Sun blogs. Though I think I can only make it through to Fri and Sat for today. The weekend had been haipening!!!

Celebration with J

2005-05-07T12:59:00.000+08:00

J and I arrived at our Mandarin Hotel suite with much excitement. We had so much space!!! A huge living room and a huge bedroom right in the heart of Orchard Road... with The Heeren right infront of our view, what more can we ask!!! We started taking pics of the room and ourselves, throwing ourselves on the bed (though the bed and pillows were super hard), tuning into Vasantham Central (the cable tv has no MTV?!?! Duh!) and dancing to the Indian songs featured in the Tamil movies... hahahaha... well it could be a real workout actually!!!

We kept our promise, brought $40 cash along with us and left all our main wallets with NETS and credit cards in the safe and headed to NYDC at Wheelock Place. BAD BAD SERVICE!!! We stood right at the front for 10 mins, and the staffs did not even take a glimpse at us customers waiting!!! J and I were fumed and decided to just go in to the available table. One girl staff said, "Oh sorry this table is reserved, you have to wait." J and myself both began to spatter at this girl, together at the same time!!! Hahaha!!! J said "No, but we waited for so long, this is unacceptable!" and myself said "We waited for so long and none of your staff took notice!!!" The girl turned black... and said they were understaffed. Myself and J could've really punched her right at her face. Both of us turned red, all fuming with anger but we then giggled becoz we found it to be so funny... both of us were just shooting at this girl at the same time haha! Feels good to be a customer...

So after lunch, (did I mention that I bought a huge flower brooch at Taka? No I didn't, but yes I bought something it's only $16 ok haha... Sis FD, you can find nice huge flowery brooches at Chomel) we walked to Birkenstock... J is so much into Birkenstock now that she wants the whole lot of them hahaha... Now she's asking N to look out for her Birkenstock sandals when he's in Berlin this weekend and buy for her if the price is cheaper... and moi, yes moi will have to transport back to Singapore when I see N in DK next month. Humph J!!! ;P

After Birkenstock, we walked to Scotts shopping centre to WINDOW SHOP... walked to Kiehl's, Ole Hendrikksen for our skincare... went to uh what's the shop name, but anyways they had cute shoes which were EXPENSIVE, damn. There was this cute pair of shoes with a croc on its side... told J that she ought to buy it since she's turning into Ms Buaya HAHAHA...

Well we must say that window shopping is NOT FUN at all. Causes even more heartpain. You see plenty of nice things but you can't buy it. Sigh. I'd rather stay indoors, really. So we walked back to our hotel, golek-golek in our room and got ready for the dinner.

Went to Triple Three restaurant at 7pm... I whacked all the seafood... lobster soup, fresh raw oysters and prawns, and raw salmons... Avoided all others things as they may contain wine!

The 3 Filippino musicians strolled along and began singing birthday song for J... she was stunned me thinks becoz it was a belated one hehe... meanwhile, the chocolate cake with her name written on a piece of chocolate and a candle came... told her to make a birthday wish... something good for her and me!! Hehehehe! So she did... We asked for "Bailamos" by Enrique Iglesias for our next song but they couldn't perform that for us, so they played and sang "Hero" instead... these live musicians with their fantastic voices, with guitars and cellos have always amazed me and touched my heart... if only one day it was a man requesting for a song to be played for me, I would cry... definitely... hehehe touchy touchy me!!!

Went for the desserts, I was already very full, so only had some pancakes and strawberry chocolate coated... silly me didn't know how to use the machine... hahaha... Then T called and asked how was I doing... I said we were enjoying ourselves and I pulled his leg and asked if he wants to come over. I WAS SERIOUSLY KIDDING OK. He said he would love to but he can't, he may drop by tomorrow. OMG!!! Shouldn't have asked even though it was meant to be a joke. He said he needs to get an umbrella from a friend around town, so he could drop by and visit us. Hai, daripada Tampines ke town cuma nak amik payung aje??? Kan Monday pegi office kat town boleh amik kan??? Hmmm... nampak sangat nak jumpa kita... hahahaha...

After dinner, went back to our room... pampered myself with bubble bath in the nice bathtub and 6 shower water jets hahaha... I loveeeeee soaking myself in bathtubs... after that we golek-golek again... tried to install the Sims on my laptop while J was already snoring away... she asked me to wake her up when finished... but cannot lah... you were snoring away but can I wake you up??? Hehehe ;P

I gave up on the Sims becoz it couldn't be launched. Went to sleep... but then I had a bad diarrhea... I think I had too much of raw food!!!

But it was nice to slumber in such a cosy cold room...

My Date with T

2005-05-06T23:59:00.000+08:00

Moi was dressed casually in my dark blue denim skirt, with white Esprit blouse and light blue tudung with my Coach bag. Looking all casual and pretty muahkahkahkahkah puke people puke!!! I swore I reached Raffles City building right at 9pm ON THE DOT. But as usual me and my bad directions... I went round and round the city just to find the DAMN taxi stand at the Delifrance. I went around Bugis, Basah Street, Shaw House, just name it, I was there. The entrance to the taxi stands are dumb really. Miss a turn and that's it. Finally I found the taxi stand, but it was the one at Mango/Robinsons. What can I say... moi simply love Mango... hahahah... so got him to walk over to the stand instead. I was online with J, I said if I said "OMG!" that means he's good looking. If I said "Bluerrk" means ugly. So I saw him walking. I shrieked "OMG! He's quite good looking." Notice my word "QUITE". Maybe I have high standards *LOL*. So ok, he got in my car, shook hands and started driving off to dunno where.

Completely had no idea where to go, so just drove anywhere lah. Passed across Park Mall, and I swerved through to the left lane to go into the carpark, really last minute decision. Lucky there were no vehicles. So then we sat at Olio Dome and I even saw Hafeez Glamour. I had iced cafe vienna, T had that too and chicken sandwich. Then we began to talk... throughout the whole conversation was abt his ex-gf. Shall not write that those were, but all I could say is that she's such a ridiculously childish b***h. K, this guy moved all the way from New York to Singapore, dropping off everything, his family, career, apartment, car, everything just to be with her and start from scratch. Then after 2 years she wanted to break off. Apparently she had found someone new, yet she was accusing him to mess and f**k around with other women and things like that, since his job requires him to do a lot of PR. A week later, she happily announced her new boyfriend whom apparently is more established than T. And of course not to mention all her kerenahs since then till now. Kalau aku, aku dah sepak terajang aje ini perempuan. Kurang ajar siak. But yet he still entertains her kerenah. Sigh. Whatever... I actually wanted to cry when I hear the part when he said he dropped off everything to be with her. It reminded me of N. If only he could do that... Why, why such a guy can do all those sacrifices till such extend when she's clearly a b***h, when me, I'm innocent and all... sigh... It's gonna be your lost N...

So next we took a walk to Fort Canning Park. My very first time to be walking out to parks at late night!!! I was already huffing and puffing on the way up there... hahaha... We found a nice seat (WELL LIGHTED!!!) at a closed outdoor restaurant and chat. He talked 98%. The topic which interest me the most was abt his knowledge abt Islam. This guy knows a lot man. He said he had been praying for the last 2 years but did not since this year. Claimed that probably that's the reason why he has been having a lot of problems becoz he hasn't been communicating to Allah. Am so touched... He told me his perception, understanding, and love for Islam. Like how he finds the azan so beautiful till he shed tears when listening how serene it was... I nearly cried... touchy touchy hahaha... But after that... humph... he continued abt his Sex and the City stories. I won't go into anything further. This guy is a real Dr Love. I guess it's just the American lifestyle. He asked how I feel abt him talking abt these. I admitted that it's like a culture shock for me initially but I realise that me and him are of two different worlds... and that's how he lives...

Very long conversation we had... and time passed by so fast it was already 12.15am?!?! My first time really to go on a date till that late... and when was the last date I had?!?!?! Geez... gazillion years ago... so we walked back (not to mention my mom rang me few times) and was also scared that the carpark is closed but thank goodness no.

Drove him back to his place, there was a roadblock (my first time ever). And know what? He directed me ok. He directed me of all the routes. I am so ashamed of being a S'porean and not knowing the roads?!?!? Geez... His condo in Tampines is super ulu ok. Super duper ulu.

Before he got out from the car, he said that it was nice going out with me and ask if I would like to see him again? I said yeah why not... Told me that I was interesting which I told him I was surprised coz I did not really talked and I would've thought he found me boring... but he protested... hmmm ok lah... good to hear the nice feedback... ;)

Luckily I got home all safe and sound... my parents were asleep by then... ;)

When I got home at almost 1.30am, I called him to say that I've reached... then we continued chatting again till 3.30am...

Hmm...

2005-05-06T16:33:00.000+08:00

Hmmm... frankly speaking I'm kinda freaking out. I do look forward to seeing T but somehow I just don't feel good. The conversations that we had were interesting but at most times too open. You know, those Sex and the City kinda talks. I guess it's just the American lifestyle huh... which I am not used to at all.

I appreciate his honesty, maybe reality bites and the truth makes me somehow uncomfortable...

But well... I'll just be myself, and show to him that I'm definitely not those cheap bimbos who'd crawl all over ang mohs. Sorry har, I'm not that type. T is definitely someone interesting but I don't know him that well to see if he is the genuinely nice one.

Anyhows, I'll just give it a go. See how it goes huh?

I'm meeting T tomorrow!!!

2005-05-05T16:23:00.000+08:00

I'm meeting T tomorrow... Am gonna pick him up at Stamford House where he will return from and event... and he said that he'll be in tux and fanciful shoes?!?! OH MY OH MY!!! Can he be don't dressed up so formally?!?! Sigh... But anyways, I'm just gonna be myself, in my casual denim skirt and Esprit blouse, some accessories and maybe with my Coach handbag... hmmm...

;)

2005-05-05T09:52:00.000+08:00

I called N at 9.45pm in hope that I could leave a voicemail to say that I'm turning in early (when actually I was expecting T's call hehe) but N suddenly picked up the phone warghhhh. Had to speak to him and while talking to him my mom was calling for me from outside and my mobile rang!!! ARGHHHH!!! So I quickly said to N I had to go for my mom, then replied to my mom and picked up T's call at 10.30pm PHEW!!!

T called after coming back from some event... he sounded just like Darren from the AU Helpdesk hehehe... Ok lah not bad... Had quite an interesting conversation before he had to hit the showers at 11pm ;) Talked about how the day was, how's work in general, and he said now he can match the voice behind those messages... hahaha... I asked so does it match?? He said yeah very much, I sounded as just bubbly hahaha...
He said that we should meet up soon... so I asked him when will that be, I need to diet becoz I'm fat!!! He said that all girls say that even though they are thin as a pole... I replied if that's the case then I'm thin as a pillar!!! Muahkahkahkahkah he laughed... it's the personality that matters to him and not the body shape... ahahaha... ok fine let's see. But anyways, I told him upfront that I won't do anything abt my weight. Take it or leave it. Ahahahaha...

Then I called N to continue... but at the same time T and I were exchanging SMSes... HELPPPPP I couldn't multitask!!! HAHAHAHA... I didn't talk much to N coz I was busy SMSing T till 12+am or something... then I went to sleep hehe...

I think I'm gonna ask T out tomorrow... I'm very curious how this guy is like and get it over and done with. Hehehe...

Today is Thursday yahooOoOoOoo!!! Left tomorrow, then it's Sat when me and J will have a wonderful time staying at the Mandarin Hotel and have a fantastic buffet spread at Triple Three!!! WooohooOoOoOo!!!

Butterflies in my tummy!!!

2005-05-04T18:48:00.000+08:00

Chatted with T today on MSN when he had to leave the office just now... and asked if he could call me tonight?!?! OMG OMG!!! I'm all nervous now...

MamposSssSs... how?!?! I also need to call and talk to N as per normal and he's back alerady at 9pm tonight... if I were to talk to T tonight, what abt N?!?! And poor N hadn't hear anything from me since last night!!! Hahahaha...

I need to manage my time efficiently now hahaha ;)

Here's a long update

2005-05-04T12:23:00.000+08:00

Received my bloody mary this morning and right now I'm dying of the excruciating backpain!!! ARGHHHHHHH :((( J gave me some painkillers which I've just swallowed down in hope the pain will go away ASAP. It's really killing me. I have been having backpain problems each time I have the monthly thingy. Look through my MC records for last year, and each of my MCs were all around the same date on each month. This year though has been good, the pain is there but not a killer... but this one here for May... arghhhhhh!!! And I can't afford to take MC coz work is piling up and a colleague of mine is down on medical leave for the rest of the week (he got involved in an accident). Sigh...

As I type now... I felt like fainting. Really.

Have not been blogging lately... work has really occupied my time. And I can't publish my blogs online at home, my modem keeps on disconnecting me when I try to do so. My ever-so-crappy dial-up. Don't ask me why I am still on dial-up.

Clementine is doing well now... Her tummy is really flat. That girl is so thin. I'm gonna make her fat hehehe... She doesn't eat a lot, that's the problem. Then the old orange tabby cat appeared after disappearing for such a long time. We all thought that he had died... but no. I wished I could help him. But he's really old and it seems that he is not that strong. I tried to feed him but he walked away. It's really hard to make him eat. And he needs food to make him stronger. He can't walk properly, he's super skinny, has eye and skin problems... and poor kitty, the skin on his ear looked scalded. I pity this cat a lot... I tried to stroke him a bit last night to show that I care for him and in hope that he will eat something but he didn't :( I hope he would eat some after I left... But I guess I can't do anything much... Hmmm... maybe I should call Susan and ask what can we do abt him. Hitamputih, Clementine's love mate is still hanging around the same spot but he looked quite bored... maybe he's frustrated now that Clementine cannot mate with him anymore... hehehehe... Poor kitty. Sorry dear, we can't afford to expose your babies to danger...

Oh my, I do have so many things to write abt what happened in my life... it has been a roller coaster week.

Friday the 29th April

I was so glad to see that Clementine came back doing good... although the transport man was 45 mins late!!! So that caused the delay in me meeting up with Ja. We had a good chat over frappuchino at TCC Holland Village (that place has turned into China Village) and reached home at 11.30pm. Saw a couple of saltros there. I just can't stand the sight of these bimbos parading all proud and almighty when they walk with their ang moh boyfriends. I mean come on... so what?! When I go out with N, I treat him like no other. In fact I told him straight off that there's no big deal that he's an ang moh. So what? We are all equal human beings! Sometimes I wish he could dye his blond-red hair black or dark brown and tan himself a bit. Pale is boring anyways hahaha... Then as I drove out of Holland V, there was a couple, I think either a Filipino/Malay man with a Chinese gf, kissing passionately along the roadside. PDAs are fine really... but I can't stand to that extend. Get a room!!!

Dear mom was up and gave me a looooooooooooooooong preech. She said that I am too obsessed with cats and I should give more time to God... devote myself to HIM more... ok I understand her point of her but the way she puts things across hurts me a lot. I wish that she could be understanding and think before she says. Here, she is complaining abt my obsession with cats. Did I cause her pain? Are my actions affecting her? I mean, hey, I spend some time with cats, and those poor strays, and I was not out pubbing/drinking/doing vices for goodness sake!!! Sigh... I am so disappointed in her that I vowed not to say anything abt the strays anymore. After that incident, she did asked me how the strays are doing, and I said a simple single reply; "fine". I'm totally fed up.

Sat 30th April and Sun 1st May

I became a lazy bummer. Did nothing at all. Enough said.

But oh, on Sunday I did a joy ride on my own. Felt bored and started to drive to town area. Went to see where is Fraser's serviced apartment which is just across UE Square. The place where CPu stays when he's here in Singapore. J must be vomitting if she reads this hahaha...

Mon 2nd May

Was public holiday for Labour's Day. Mom woke me up and started naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaging. She complained I hadn't been doing my chores, i.e. cleaning up my room. Sigh. So I did everything. I planned to clean my room on that day, just my bad luck to be hearing her nagging again before I start doing things. Sigh.

Tue 3rd May

Was an easy day today at office... 2 hours at the SMS2003 meeting and suddenly there was a sudden influx of tickets but they weren't too bad. I send a message to T and he replied. Then we started on a very interesting conversation. Hahaha... He said we should meet up soon. I replied "Any gf to object you meeting me up?" Hahahaha... very indirect but a good way to find out huh. He said he's single. Ahem. Hehehe... Broke off with his gf last Xmas. Ahem. And since she was an Indonesian Muslim girl, he has been learning Islam for 2 years though he hasn't prayed for a long time hahaha... But hey that's good. At least he learns the religion and found it to be a very beautiful religion. Unlike N who doesn't even wanna try... sigh.

The conversation went on till I had to leave the office... so we resumed chatting at 11pm last night and lasted till almost 2am!!! It was a hell of a funny conversation... Sex and the city talk and I teased him a lot. He admitted that I have mentally stimulated him... ahahahaha... Good good... I just have to play smart... well, I am smart! Ahahahaha... Puking eh J? Hahahaha...
Well so much so for the interesting conversation, I'm looking forward to meet him. See how it goes. If things goes on well, then, sayonara, N. Ahahaha... I could flee away with that thousand dollars and don't go DK hahahah... I'm so bad. I'm not expecting anything with T. Am just gonna go with the flow. It's interesting to have him as a friend now :)

And oh, the sister who tried to match me with her brother sent a little intro of this guy to me. He's 30 this year, working veeeeery near to my workplace (just across the street) and currently pursuing his masters in IT and electronic engineering. I told her upfront that I don't mind making friends, but there's no obligations ok... hahaha and she understood that. K, good.

I just hope I can cope well with the new friends I've made. Poor N, I didn't call him last night becoz I was online with T. Hahaha...

I gotta be going and have lunch now...

Can't wait to see Clementine today!!!

2005-04-29T14:11:00.000+08:00

Oh man, I can't wait to see how Clementine is doing. I hope she's fine by today. If not... hmmm... maybe I should bring her back home and tell mom that poor stray Tine is still sick... so we should nurse her... hahahaha...

Dear Tine, I can't wait to see you! All the best dear kitty... I love you!!!

It's finally Friday YAY YAY!!!

2005-04-29T13:59:00.000+08:00

I had the shock of my life when I saw my credit card bill yesterday. Super duper shocked and stunned. Shit, I must earn more money to pay off my bills. I calculated all my bills... can't make it for next month... damn...

Morning just now, I told my colleagues that I need to earn money and actually don't mind working on Labour Day, just too bad that I was not rostered to do. G offered if I wanna take on her shift. Looking at her tasks, woohoo it's light and I don't mind doing it. Am gonna earn $144 for 9 hours. Later on, she was rambling, fearing that A will kick a big fuss abt the swapping, and that she will have to pay back another day to do public holiday duty. For the 4 years in my working life here, I've never came across that, but this lady here was just blowing it all. I got fed up and told her just to forget the whole thing. In the first place, why bother to offer???

I'll earn that $144 on Vesak Day on the 23rd May then... and probably stay back a bit for OT to top up extra money!!!

I was thinking how can I save more money... shall I walk to work? Me?!?! My face?!?!?! Hahaha... Never... Maybe I can save a bit on food, am gonna bring food from home starting next week...

The monthly bill for car is wrecking me off $738 per month. Sigh...

And for these 3 months I have to put aside $700-$800 for the DK trip in June!!! ARGHHHH!!!

I could really use up that $1500 that N gave me for the airflight ticket... hehehehe... Well afterall, am only left with $1317.50 after buying the International calling cards (he told me to buy those cards from the $$$$ he gave). Eh helloooo... not enough lahhh... With $1317 I'll be flying on some crappy airplane!!!

I did some research on the internet for the flight tickets... The best so far is from KLM - perfect timing, only that the total is $1407. And maybe I can have a chance to meet Mario while transiting in Holland? Mmmm ;) Thai Airways quoted their price at $1293... hmmm... think I shall wait for May when more promotions are available...

But most of all... I must do something abt myself... I just can't curb myself from shopping though I have tonnes of stuffs... Those who know me will know... Sigh... I must stop from going out... that's the only way that I can refrain myself from looking at things and buying them. My maths equation is simple : D going out = Shopping. As simple as that. I went IMM for lunch yesterday and could actually spent at Daiso?!?! Terrible...

Tonight I'm going out to Holland Village with Ja to have coffee at TCC. It's gonna be strictly a glass of frappuchino and potato munchies!!! Nothing more!!! Sorry Ja, today we have to go on dutch... moi no money to treat people...

J said why never ask her to go Holland V... sorry lah Ms, I thought you are gonna busy... coz that time you said you are gonna be so stressed over the weekends... so I thought today after work also lah... hehehehe... What a waste huh. If not we can go fishing the sals. But like I told you, moi don't have any plans with parents over the weekends' nights, so we can go fishing tomorrow night... *wink wink* ;)

I'm very full with the delicious nasi beriyani for lunch... let my tummy settle down a bit and continue with work...

But before that, just a comment for yesterday's shows...

CONSTANTINE SHOULDN'T HAVE BEEN VOTED OUT!!! What's wrong with the voters man?!?! That guy has lotsa charisma... Anthony? Boring! (Except for his piercing blue eyes), Scott? Boring!!! Bo? Constantine is much better than him!!! So I say, Carrie will be the winner.

And Dia... hellooooo... Ari Wibowo aka Irfan... kenapa lah kau ni bongok sangat (means why are you so stupid?) But whatever it is, I LOVE ARI WIBOWO! I can drool over this charming green-eyed-German-Indon bloke. He's just so perfect. Sigh... *in loveeeee* This Fifi... betina ni memang ($*#($&#$# her character in this series is someone who is downright cruel, and scheming... she's a sly fox!!!! But Sheny Andrea acts really well. Watch her and you hate her to the core. I think she can win the Best Indonesian Actress award.

I received this strange email from a friend who CC'ed another friend in her email. She said that her friend (who is a lady) wanted to know me because my name sounds familiar. Then now it seems that they are trying to match me up with someone?!?!

All I can say is he'd better be up to my expectations... hahahaha...

M asked what is my expectation like... I simply said someone like CPu, the auditor, and nothing else... ;)

Lethargic

2005-04-28T14:22:00.000+08:00

Am feeling absolutely lethargic today... am dressed like some makcik-makcik even. No matter how much eye concealer I put, my black panda eyes are obvious. Couldn't be bothered.

No mood to work even. I found out that whenever I work on the 7am shifts, I'll be totally drained by Thursdays. So today I am. I wish I could sleep all night long. But I can't. Tonight there'll be the whole array of my favourite TV programmes, Dia, American Idol's Result show, The OC. Sigh...

Am sooooooo looking forward for the long weekend!

It'll be nice to go out for a coffee after work tomorrow... any takers? Hahahaha...

Clementine is resting now...

2005-04-27T16:09:00.000+08:00

Just called Susan to find out how dear Clementine is doing.

She went through the sterilization... and indeed she was pregnant. Susan has yet to know how many she was actually carrying. But I guess they were just small foetuses :(

Tine is resting now... probably we can take her back on Friday.

Can't wait to see her!

Best wishes for Clementine

2005-04-27T08:55:00.000+08:00

CLEMENTINE DARLING... I WISH YOU ALL THE BEST FOR THE STERILIZATION TODAY...

PLEASE PULL THROUGH AND HAVE SPEEDY RECOVERY...

I LOVE YOU...

.: ddaffodil :.

Uninteresting Friday

7 more days to N day!!!

Charming SalM

A Tribute To Xiaomei

21 more days before I get to see N! Yabedabedoooooooooo!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Hello AZARE

Ngantuk nyer...

Welcome back D!

Can't wait to feast & *$&#$# users

Retail Theraphy

It's been a long while...

Matt Baby

The Astrology Matchmaker - I'M ALL EXCITED ABT THIS!!!

I'm getting a baby kitty!!!

Maurice

Yes it's Friday!!!

Gerrrrrrrammmm

Today macam ($*#($*#

Lancome Mascara

Gila me

How many tudungs do I have? Good question there...

Fra la la la laaaa (tak tau apa title nak letak)

Relaxing Sunday...

Boring...

Nonsense toad

Nice Friday...

Cool Thursday

Sedih :(

Note for fellow makciks cold storage

I had REAL salmon today!

Apasal senyap...?

It's Friday!!!

Missed J

Geraaaaammmm

Alaaa cair aku...

My First Day At Work

Unbelievably a pain in the a$$

Eh shuddup laaaa

Not feeling well

Partnership

No mood

Shopping extravanganza

Outing with the gals

Good for nothing

Pic of the team

AKU KENA SABO!!!!

Lazy Saturday

Ahhh now I know why I'm becoming gemok-er... ;)

Eye For A Guy

Taxi Drivers

Dah laaaa

Eksen jer

Maybe the fats were the result of me being stressed...

Makin gemok siolz...

Apasal aku selenge nah ni?

So sad...

Tiring Monday...

Crappy Resort

Talked with boss

WOOHOO!!!

Quick Update

Incomplete by Backstreet Boys - specially dedicated to Ninemo

My boring Monday...

Pic of my Ninemo

Not feeling well

Emotional Ride

Hmm... fishy fishy...

Date with T

My NiNi ChuBBy HuBBy

First plan to kick off

It's been really a fun day...

T just called

Wacky D!!!

A good start

One Word About Me

Suggestion from J...

N

T

Today macam ($#($#